I'll ignore her, besides I don't want to talk to anyone right now. Just then I heard Lia calling me.
"Neil..I was about......"
"Lia,can you leave me alone?"
"Neil? are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm fine"
"No you are not"
"How can you be sure Lia?"
"You looked stressed,depressed,you have dark circles,you are sweating,you are red and your eyes are teary...."
"Shut up Lia"
"Fine, I'll walk with you but will not say anything. Agree?"
We were walking together and I felt that my heart rate was not normal,I was continuously admiring Lia, I had mixed feelings.
DAMMNNNN IT !!!!!
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME?
The fact that we were not communicating made it more awkward.
"Won't you say a word?" I asked Lia
"You are the one that told me to shut up"
"Ok,You can talk now"
Just then we sat on a bench in the park.
Neil didn't look like he usually looks. I asked him for several times why he was looking so tensed. He then told me what was in his mind.
"I'm thinking of my father, our relationship is not like everyone else, he never communicates with me, my younger brother is always the one my father cares for but I'm completely ignored. Is there a reason or I'm the one that's thinking a lot?"
"Neil,it's a normal thing if your younger brother gets more love. I also had a friend who had that problem but you should not take it as a serious matter, instead you should be okay with that"
" LIAAAA THAT'S NOT THE PROBLEM!!!!!!WHY IS NO ONE UNDERSTANDING ME???? WHY??"
Neil started crying loudly.Since no one was there, he took advantage of taking out his anger. I was frozen for a minute when I saw Neil in that condition. I knew today was not his day and that he was sad but I never knew he was hiding that much from me.
"Neil !! It's okay"
"NO ONE IS THERE FOR ME, NO ONE.....EVERYONE HATES ME" he shouted with anger and landed on his knees,crying his heart out"