It's You (h.s a.u)

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Lotties Pov.

*ring ring ring*

"Holy mother of netune!?!" I yell sitting up on my bed.

I look around frantically for the ringing noise that my phone was making. When I finally grab a hold of it I answer the call.

"What the actual crap!!  Why are you calling this early?" I yell to the other person on the line.

"Lottie i need you to please come in early at 4am!" I hear a familiar voice. No other then my Co worker who I always ended up covering her shifts.

"Are you kidding me, again?" I yell frustrated into the phone.

"I'm sorry but there was an emergency in my family. It's the third one this month, we kinda think it's the last one, so i wanna be there."

I feel a pinch if guilt. Damn I sounded like a little witch saying I didn't wanna cover for her. I kinda forgot she always had to go with one of her family members.

"You know what it's fine don't worry, um I'll be there soon" I accept looking at my side clock indicating I only had 45 minutes till I leave.

"Thank you so much!! I'm sorry I swear one day I'll pay for everything you've done!"

"No no everything is fine. I'm glad I could help, take care" and with that I hang up the phone. I lay on my back starring at the ceiling.

If I only had someone I could share my loneliness with.

I huff out and start getting ready for another day in 'paridise'.

After doing my makeup I pull on a sweater and some black leggings and boots. Lazyly making my way to my car.

Seems like traffic hadn't started so it was pretty easy and fast to get to work.

After I clock in for work I was the only one in there. I probably would be for at least two hours. I start doing my co workers shift which was to place all the necessary things for the day.

Inventory is what it's called.

It took me a short amount of time to fix up all the dentistry rooms.

I finally take my phone out and see no text from Harry.

Wow. This guy thinks he could just text me whenever he wanted to. Oh hell no!

Not me. I will not let him play with me like every guy thinks they can. I shove my phone back into my back pocket.

I grab my purse and coat and turn the lights off. I was planning to go to the liquor store again. Since I had an hour free.

I enter the elevator and someone comes in aswell. It was a guy not too tall 5'9 dirty blonde hair, blue eyes. Not my taste to be honest.

(They are on the 2nd floor). He presses the number 8 and then he turns to me.

"What floor would you like to stop at?" His thick Irish voice asks.

"Uh the main floor" I replied quietly.

He just nods and presses the number. The elevator was quiet. But I couldn't help and notice how this guys fingers kept fumbling with the zipper of his sweater.

"I hope everything goes good." I blurt out almost face palming myself. Damn I was so blunt.

"Oh I hope so."

"Well this is my stop" I mumble softly. Like if he cared I just met him. Gosh your so dumb.

I fastly get out the elevator walking to the streets the sun was barley setting out. I cross the streets easily and enter the small store.

I look around for anything to munch on. Wow I knew I shouldn't have came here. I grab a bag of mini chocolate doughnuts and a large 79¢ Dr pepper. I walk determined to the cashier to buy the things buy stop mid way grabbing some mint gum for later.

I watch Liam scan my items I didn't know if I should say anything.

"Your name's Liam right? " I ask. Gosh I'm so stupid if course it is that's what his name tag says.

"Wow how did you know?" He asks surprised. I chuckle this guy was more clueless then me.

I point to his name tag and he just mouth 'oh'. We both chuckle a bit and I forget the question I was going to ask him.

As I'm about to leave out the door Liams voice stops me. "Hey I didn't catch your name? "

"Lottie" I reply simply with a smile and walk out.

Once I get back I see no one inside the dentistry. I take a seat gobbling down my doughnuts and taking big sips of Dr. Pepper. In less than 5 mins I'm done. I throw away my trash and grab the pack of gum entering the bathroom.

I lock the door behind me and pull my hair up into a low ponytail. Taking a deep breath.

I felt my stomach start churning knowing what I was about to do. Since I haven't done it in a while. 3 months to be exact.

I feel a tear roll down my cheek as I drop down to my knees in front of the stall. Throwing up everything I had just ate.

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A/n : O. M. G.  This is so sad. Like wth I'm so sorry for doing this but it's just a book. Please don't give me hate.

But bulimia and anorexia are severe diseases. I can say that I was a victim of that. But I realized that, that would only bring me more problems. And if you are a victim of this then don't wait till it gets worst. Get help now. Babies please this is more dangerous than you could imagine. I love you all and wouldn't like to know one of my loves is in danger when I could have prevented it. Ilysm. And guess what? So does Harry.. And Liam... Louis.. Niall.. Even Zayn loves you. All of your favorites love you ! So if you wanna meet them make sure you are healthy when you do. Looking beautiful and stunning!! Cmon don't loose hope my bundles of joy :D