Okay I'm stupid. The plot of this story is getting worse with every update, and I currently can't take the stress of school. I get very emotional and even more negative that I usually am when I'm stressed. I never knew that before now because this is my first time feeling stressed to this point.
I will be continuing the story, but maybe not till February when basketball season ends. Because I am, yes me the not athletic author, in basketball. And we have practice 4 days a week from 2 1/2 to 3 hours.
Now, the only reason this is stressful for me, is because I have tests every month. These tests are 60% of my grade for that month. We also have packets for each core subject and foreign language that we must complete every month. That is the other 40% of our grade. Except English...the 40% is split in half between an essay and the packet.
I have been attempting to do a week's worth of packet work in a day. That day being the only day I have solely for homework. Now, my week days are either taken up by basketball or choir. Monday is a day for my Mom cause she work's 6 sometimes 7 days a week. My weekends consist of that one whole day of homework and a day of cleaning and more homework if I have time.
Literally no time for things....I vote and read on wattpad at like 12am when I'm supposed to be asleep. I've been crying in freaking Choir and Basketball cause I don't feel like part of this group or this team that works together, and like those thoughts of being worthless or not good enough start coming back to the forefront of my mind and I know it's not like that, but ya know... Anyways, that's how emotional I've become! 😅
So now back to this story. I will be working on my previous chapters (which won't take too long). Then, I'll start gradually working on new chapters. I will be more careful about writing and they will be longer. I won't post any of them till February except maybe one cause I kinda lied to you about that and like ditched this story even though I promised.
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Neko Mine? (boyxboy)
Teen FictionCiel is part of the "Silver Claws" litter and is more or less the runt. Skinny, fragile, and weak, little Ciel always gets picked on whether it's at school or his own home. The worst part? Well, everything is equally horrible, but for now I'll only...
