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So... it has been a while ...
I'm sorry that it took a long time to post a new chapter 🙈
But anyways ... HERE WE GOOOO
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- text message -
Winwin: I'm Sorry...
Winwin: I have heard from Taeyong that I made you cried...
Winwin: i didn't know that this would hurt you so much ...
Yuta: why did you ignore all of my texts yesterday??
Yuta: Wait no.
Yuta :Not only did u ignored my texts but you also vanished right after breaking up with me without an explanation!
Yuta: and now you're texting me telling me that you're sorry??
Yuat: why are you doing this to me??
Yuta: is this all just a prank or what??
Yuta: please just tell me it is all just a prank...
Winwin: i'm sorry
Yuta: what do you mean
Yuta: why are you doing this to me
Yuta: you have promised me to be with me for my whole life
Yuta: are you breaking that promise right now ...
Winwin: i am sorry
Winwin: i can't keep my promise...
- end of text messages -
- Yuta's POV -
So...after all
the only thing that is standing between you and me is reality
Right, I mean ...
why would a perfect guy like you like me ... let alone loving me...
maybe promises are meant to be broken after all.
The funny fact is .... after what you've done ...
Winwin, you still are my everything
Winwin, you are still the only one I love
yet, maybe... I am just another insignificant person who does not deserve a place in your heart ....
Why does this hurt so much ....
I hope time will do its own job
you don't have to worry about me
Right now I belong to your past...
I am no longer your boyfriend ...
The past is the past...
I do not deserve your time...
please don't worry about me
Soon or later, you'll get yourself a new boyfriend, a better boyfriend, and I 'll get over you ....
- end of Yuta's POV -
Winwin was sitting on his bed when he felt the vibration of his phone, it was Yuta calling, originally, he wanted to ignored his phone call, however, he really missed the boy, the boy he used to own and love unconditionally.
He missed his voice.
"hello, this is Yuta..." muttered Yuta at the phone
"yuta....."
"i.... am sorry.." stuttered Winwin
"it's okay..." said Yuta
"i have accepted the reality.... that you do not love me anymore.."
"i am sorry..." said Winwin
"don't be sorry...." mumbled Yuta obviously crying
"please don't cry..." muttered Winwin with tears rolling off his cheeks.
the last thing winwin heard was that Yuta was not angry at him before they ended the call
Yuta knew that nothing can be done, and he has to accept this.
it is still better to accept this cruel truth rather than having a comfortable delusion
Winwin's POV
it hurts my heart seeing Yuta cry
how could I.....
Dong Si Cheng what on earth have you just done to your boyfriend
what have i just done?
why did i break his heart
why did i made him cry
am i crazy
I look at the scars caused by my failed will.
we are born lonely
until time arrive and bring us together, and walk together with me
This is how much we will share together.
My whole heart is by your side.
Your dream.
Your side.
Living.
Enduring.
If we're together, we'll be a little happier.
We're connected without an end again.
Can't live without you.
As if I'm carried by a tide.
As if I'm wandering the sea.
I become more and more tired.
But I can't see Heaven.
I need your warmth.
Because you tell me it's okay.
I need you.
I need you.
Hold my hand.
This is how much we will share together.
My whole heart is by your side.
Your dream.
Your side.
Living.
Enduring.
Even if I close my eyes,
I can feel the warmth.
One step by your side,
is walking forward
Side by Side,
You give me comfort.
My courage to carry on living again is you.
Sympathizing while lending your shoulder, it's you.
I'll believe in you.
The traces that I left behind
Engrave them without leaving anything out
reminisce, inside that photo
Inside that space that remains
So that all of my scent, all of my breath
Won't disappear
Please don't lose me
Like the spring wind that passed over me
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Inception (TaeTen)
FanfictionDreams feel real when we are in them Sequel of " Forbidden Love "
