love is only a word

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"STACEY, wake the hell up you piece of trash before your late to school again!!!" my drunk step-father, yelled up the stairs.

 "I'm up and I'm leaving now to go to school. Bye, tell mom I love her." I said before I ran out the back door to meet my step-brother at his car." Why the hell you didn't wake me?" I ask Tyson as I reach his car. "Because I'm not always going to be here to wake you up and you need to be ready for that day!" he said to me like I should have already known what he was planning. "But wait aren't we the same age..... HELL, even our birthdays are the same, you freaking idiot" I said smacking him in the back of his head. 

Even though Tyson and i are not related by blood, he very much my real brother. And he always been their for me, he was my best friend before he be came my step-brother. We first met in first grade I have saved him from drowning but really i just told a teacher that a boy fell in the school pool. After that we became best friends and so did our parents. We had both of our parents I had my dad and mom and he had his. My dad and his mom was very close, but no one was sure how close until one day  they ran off together. 

And its all my fault that my mom is unhappy and I'm the reason my step-father drink so much alcohol. its all because of me that Tyson mother and my father meet and ran off together and i killed my unborn baby brother because of the stress my mother was feeling about my father running off with someone she trust she got weak and weaker and so did the baby. ITS ALL MY FAULT  I DON'T DESERVE HAPPINESS....

                                                                Chapter One 

I walk into the school and trying to make my way to my locker with out being seen but that's impossible for me. "Woooooowwwwww look at Stacey, she looks prettier then yesterday." someone whisper "i wonder how she get her hair so smooth and shiny" someone else said "well i think she is a stuck up b*tch that needs to learn even though she got money she isn't the fucking queen of the world." said someone else. that was a knife throw my heart, i turned around to see just who said it. Catherine, my old best friend from when Tyson and i first started to hang out . i tried to keep my eyes on the floor as i walked not wanting to see judgment  on everyone face about me. i couldn't let them see me cry they would think i was weak and a person they could just push around.

   As i tried to move faster i bumped in to someone, i looked up to say sorry." I'm very sorry excuse me." i never seen this guy before, his eyes was beautiful they just seem to look deep inside of me finding out all my dark secrets. he must be new i guess, he was tall maybe a whole foot taller then me, look like he could be on the football team but also a skater. muscles but his face look so gentle, long light brown hair that go to his shoulder almost the same length of hair of me, creamy white skin, big round hazel eyes that look as if they can see in to your soul, and his lips look so sexy as he smirk so amazing bet he would look so cute without that smirk on his face... but why is he smirking at me? 

"are u ever going to stop checking me out and let me pass" he said in a light deep voice that make my legs like jell-o.... wait what did he just say to me, oh no have i been here checking him out and not have gotten out of his way, OMG I'm still in his way. "I'm sorry" was all i said before all my stuff in my hand went flying and I'm on my butt. someone had just pushed me. 

 "are you okay?" said the new guy giving me a hand to help me up." once i was off the floor i tried to find the one that push me and answer him at the same time. " yea, I'm fine just a little confuse."  the girl that called me a (stuck up b*tch) came in to my eye sight "I'm sooooooooo sorry" she said in a way that made it sound like she didn't mean it. "i didn't see you standing right their to bad you wasn't fast enough to move out of my way." i couldn't say anything to what she just said but i knew i was about to start crying so i just ran out the hallway where all my stuff was on the floor, where that girl was, where all the laughter was, and the new guy.