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*Simon's POV*

It's been a week.
One fucked up week.
I stayed at home and locked myself in. For the first time in my life I wasn't running away to football or any other distraction. I wanted to stay at home and remember her, remember us.

I wanted to die. I wanted to throw myself off the clif like she did.

So I went there. To our mountain. I stood on the edge for about an hour, drunk, alone.

I couldn't stop thinking about her.

I took a step further and just before I wanted to throw myself off  I heard her.

She was there, in my head. I heard her speak:

"You wouldn't do such a stupid thing, would you?"

I turned around but she wasn't there. It made me fall on my knees, away from the edge.

I'm going insane. Now I'm hallucinating about her.

"Oh God." I whispered to myself.

Maybe she's looking over me. Maybe it wasn't just a hallucination.

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