Amnesia

[35] Break My Heart

So this is something that I wrote...straight out of my brain. I decided to make a short film or some sort out of this. I don't know...

no one knows what you're hiding,

of course, that's logic,

but i wish someone know, you know.

at least, try to find a way to know.

because it's hard to reveal your pain when you spent your whole life smiling it away.

i'm 19 years old,

depressed for five year or so,

cried when no one's looking,

at times i reach out for help,

but no one cared.

and those who do are thousands of miles away,

Australia, Switzerland, UK, France and many more,

i love them,

they cheered me up and let me cry on their shoulders.

but they can't be there,

not always,

so i had to endure more,

smiling and laughing,

i knew it was something i just had to do,

because i don't want to hurt anyone,

i break my heart.

it was out of character for me to become grey,

but i want you to always be happy,

please promise me,

be happy.