Chapter 14

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The sun peaks in through the curtains of the room. Both men fast asleep, Phil still breathing fine, his pulse is still going strong. Dan has his arms wrapped around him how they fell asleep, in each others arms .

Phil's POV

I wake up to see Dan still cuddling me. I heard what he said last night  "Please be here when I wake Phil. Don't leave me here in Manchester. " I could hear the tears in his voice as he said it, and I wasn't planning on leaving him, not today anyway. I pushed myself to stay with him as long as possible even tho I knew, I know death is knocking at my door, I'm not letting him in. He can break my door down I'm not letting him in by myself.

I smile as Dan's eyes flutter open and his brown eyes look into mine. A smile appears on his face and i return the smile with just as soft as a smile. "You didn't leave me!" his voice is so happy. It makes me smile a wide smile.

" I wasn't planning on leaving you, not today anyway. Now let's get breakfast and explore Manchester as we haven't been here in what seems like forever." I kiss him gentle on the lips and roll out of bed. Dan grabs my wrist and pulls me back into the bed and hugs me. It's a tight hug like he doesn't want to let me go.

"I really don't want to lose you, ever..." at this point I here and feel the tears rolling down his face onto my bare back. His tears break my heart. It hurts to know I'm going to leave him one day. Very soon. I just don't know when. I hold him close before I get out of the bed and put on my clothes from yesterday on. Dan joins me and does the same. After we are both change  we head down the stairs of the hotel and into the reception.

"Thank you for letting us stay," I say sweetly to the lady behind the desk. Dan just nods and walks out

"Any time," her voice is really soft and a smile is upon her face, I return the smile before exiting behind Dan. When I get out the sun is shining through the gray Manchester sky. I catch up with Dan who is in front.

"What's a matter with you? You just stormed out of the reception," I stop him in his tracks. He sighs and looks me in the eye.

"I don't know, I just don't know. Can we go home?" I hear the sadness in his voice and nod.

"Okay, we can go home Dan," I smile sweetly to him and wait for a taxi to go to the train station.

"I had fun spending time with you in the hotel tho. Even tho we were in there for little time, I still enjoyed spending time with you. " his voice makes me smile.

"And did I. " I smile climbing into the taxi that has come. Dan is behind me. Dan tells the taxi driver to take us to the train station.

"I know I'm going to lose you soon. I can feel it. But I really don't want to lose you," The tears in his eyes build up once again. I catch them and wipe them away.

"Listen Dan, when I go I don't want anything to happen to you. You live your life to the fullest and not worry about me. " I make my voice as gentle as possible. "I don't want to see you in heaven got that," I whisper too him and place a kiss upon his cheek. He looks down into his hands. Tears slowly run down his face as we reach the train station.

"Thank you, keep the change," Dan hands on he taxi driver a twenty pound note as he climbs out. I follow behind. We get on the train which is a lot fuller then when we came to Manchester. We manage to find two seats next to each other

"Oh my God! It's Dan and Phil!" I hear a very excited girls voice behind me followed by a group of screams. I turn to Dan who puts on a fake smile and I do the same. We both turn around with our fake smiles upon our faces. We are confronted by three girls. One brunette and two blondes.

"Could we get a picture?" The brunette speaks a large smile is upon her face.

"Sure!" It's Dan who speaks. We both stand. The three girls get in the middle of us and Dan takes the picture. They each give us a hug before they go away with bright smiles upon their faces. That puts a real smile on both of our faces. To see that we made people happy.

We re-take out seats and prepare for the 5hours and 45 minutes on the train. For the whole journey we both stay awake. Talking about the first time we met, and all the good memories we have had together. Every single memory brings a smile onto my face so does when Dan laughs or makes his little jokes.

The journey passes by pretty quickly and we are both surprised when the train halt at Kings Cross Station. I follow Dan out the station before we get a taxi back to our apartment. I look at the time on my Phone, 8:32pm. Serves us right for setting off from Manchester so late. Dan still has a smile on his face from where we were talking about all the memories that we had.

"Phil?" Dan turns to me once we get out the taxi.

"Yeah?" I say to him as we walk inside the apartment.

"I think you should do a video, that I will upload once you have gone," I look him in the eye before tripping on a few steps. I hit my head but I'm fine.

"Okay, I'll do it now," a give a weak smile as I carry on up the stairs lightly rubbing my banged head.

I set up my camera and sit in position.

"Hey guys, if your watching this, it means I have passed. If some of you don't know I've recently been in the hospital and a few days ago we got a call from the doctor saying I wasn't going to live the rest of the month. " my heart was pounding in my chest as I spoke. I didn't want to do this. But I know I have to. "Dan said he would upload this video to my YouTube channel when I have gone. The date today is 4th January, just so you know how many days this was filmed before I passed. I love every single one of you Philions. You made my life better. You watching this are beautiful, don't let anyone tell you differently," I now have a slight tear in my eye. "Goodbye my Philions, we will meet again. In a different land," I pull a smile onto my face before shutting off the camera. I'm not even going to bother to edit it. I pull out my laptop and post it privately. Before climbing into pjs and laying in bed. Dan will join me when he's ready.

Dans POV
I hear phil in his room settling down before I set up my own camera.

"Hello internet, some of you may have know me and Phil have been in the hospital. Phil had to have a operation and a few days ago we got a call from the doctor saying he wasn't going to live the rest of the month. Now the reason I'm doing this video is because when he passes and after the funeral I will post this video. And..." I take a deep breath. "I will be gone too... I will be joining him. My phil. Because I love him, and I want to be with his as long as possible so I'm going to join him in heaven. Stay safe danosaurs. You made my life better. You made out lives better. You watching this are beautiful, don't let anyone tell you differently. Goodbye danosaurs..." I smile closing off the camera. I don't even bother edit it. I post it under private with the title 'goodbye internet'.

I stand and go over into Phil's room. He's already in bed and I smile climbing in with him.

"Good night Phil. Love you loads," I kiss him I tear streaming down my cheek. Before I fall asleep into the night...

A/N: IM SORRY I REALLY AM 😭😭

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