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Driving to the Sdmn house in silence, I could only picture telling Simon, and then imagining his reaction. I had betrayed him and his trust, and I felt so bad. After parking into the house's driveway, I lost it. Sobs were burning my throat, then tears made my eyes become red. About 2 minutes later I screamed, bashing my fists against the steering wheel. I still couldn't believe what I had done, and only now was it starting to sink in. I kept telling myself that I was overreacting, but when faced with a situation like this, after a year of fun and laughs. This just ruined everything, every date, every memory was started to fade. We would make each other happy, it wasn't lust, it was love. I sniffled, took a deep breath and stepped out of the car, walking up to the door was nerve wracking, I knocked swiftly on the door, waiting patiently for someone to come and open up. 

I heard footsteps drawing closer to the front door, JJ opened up. A disgusted look was on his face as soon as he saw me, then he saw the state I was in and his expression softened slightly. He stepped aside allowing me to enter, I nodded. 

"Why are you here?" He asked me as soon as I was in the hallway,

"I came to see Simon..." I looked to my feet, guilt was making its way into my emotional flow. I was trying to force the rest of the sobs back, it worked until I started to speak. I then cracked again and fell to my knees, my head in my hands. I heard a concerned mutter from the other room, then rushed footsteps coming towards me, it was (y/bff). I couldn't bear to wonder what she thought of me, but nevertheless she wrapped an arm around my fragile body.

"I heard what happened, you were drunk and I understand...but maybe Simon won't, he ended up walking into the room whilst you two were- having good times. He was sober so it hurt him even more."

"I-I Iwanttotalktohim." I quickly said before tears left my eyes and fell to the floor. At least  (y/bff) understood, I only had simon to make understand. "I-I-I didn't mean to do what I did, I thought it was simon.." She nodded, my vision cleared from the tears and I stood up, brushing off my clothes. I arrived to Simon's door, I heard sniffling from inside before I knocked.

"JJ please leave." He snapped.

"It isn't Jj, simon." I softly answered, I heard rustling from inside the room, on the other side of the door.

"Leave (y/n), it's over." Those world broke my heart, but I wasn't giving up that easily.

"No Simon, what you saw isn't what you thought happened."

"Oh trust me (y/n) it was, you were all over him." 

"NO SIMON, I WAS DRUNK!" I heard him chuckle

"Sure you were, I knew something like this would happen." Sarcasm dripped of his voice. I banged my fists against the door,

"Simon, you will listen to me," My voice was cracking, remembering an event which was coming up, "I love y-"

"Oh save it (y/n), just-leave please." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, then walked away. I left the house without another word, and drove off. 

Leaving was my biggest mistake.

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