Was this what I really wanted? And what where my reasons for wanting to do it?

I shouldn't just act on impulse, bad things always happen when I do. So me being the smart person I am, I went straight past Regan, before he could do anything, and took my seat...next to Jake.

"Okay class, today we're working in pairs...." Before Mr. K could finish his sentence, Jake moved to the other end of the class.

I guess he couldn't wait to get as far away from me as possible. It hurt.

"I guess that leaves me and you..." Regan said. Yup, I guess it does. Let's just pretend Jake didn't rip my heart out...again.

I knew that Regan could see my pained expression; that's why he was trying so hard to cheer me up. We weren't listening, instead, we were plotting how we were going to kill the teacher...we are seriously bored with our lives.

"Aqua, would you care to repeat to the class what I just said?" WTF?? What's the teacher's problem with me? Why didn't he ask Regan? Urgh I hate this man.

"Uhmm...What was that sir?" I asked, innocently.

"That's it. Detention for you after school Miss Aqua. You should learn to listen in class" what? Is he insane??

"What the fuck?!" Regan said. Omg. Regan NEVER swore...that sure caught Jake's attention.

"Detention for you as well Regan, maybe you'll learn not to love each other in my class." WTF!!!

This dude needs to get laid.

Now this is really funny. Everyone in class was laughing. Jake however, couldn't be bothered. He was too busy flirting with some hoe.

I couldn't wait for this lesson to finish. And the minute the bell rang, I ran, literally ran out of the classroom. I hate life. I can't wait till I go away in two weeks...if I make it that far...

"Aqua!! Aqua!!" I was so consumed in my thoughts I couldn't here that someone was calling me... until they stopped.

It was Regan. For a minute there, I was hoping it was Jake.

*Note to heart: move on. Jake doesn't give a shit about you.*

"Huh? What?"

"I was saying, you're going the wrong way...study hall is in the other direction." Regan said, grinning. Couldn't he see my pain? Why was he so happy?

"Oh ok. Let's go then." Regan tried to make small conversation, but I just wasn't in the mood.


"So how's your back?" Regan asked once we were in study hall.


"How's the stab wound on your shoulder?"

"Oh that, I'm fine, it stopped bleeding..." the minute that though entered my head, my wrist started to itch.

"Oh good... is it still sore?"

"Yeah, just a little..."

What a LIE. It hurt like hell. Especially in the morning. But I didn't want to admit that. I didn't want to seem weak.

Just then, my phone started vibrating. Who the f!ck was calling me now?

"Hello...?" I said.

"Oh my gosh! Aqua!!!"


"Oh hi Trish... listen, can you call me later, I'm in a class right now..."

"Sure. Okay!" I could feel her smiling from the other end of the line.

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