You're kidding right? Ugh. Fvck. Can anyone tell me that SHE IS LYING?!
Hindi ko magawang sumigaw.
Hindi ko maibuka ang bibig ko.
I can't even move a finger.
Staring outside my car's window.
I cannot get my eyes off that swing.
I can't trace anything that would make me think that the voice is somehow familiar to me. No
I'm sure it's not my conscience.
But the voice.......clearly the same as mine.
IT'S NOT MY VOICE! Not literally.
Magkahawig kami ng boses, only that hers is in a lower pitch compared to mine.
A well modulated voice.
"Luxianne......" here it goes again!
"You need to go back"
FVCK !SHE KEEPS ON TELLING ME TO GO BACK!
Go back to what?!! And why is she giving me orders?!
"WAAAAAAAAAAH!," napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at napaupo. Pinag papawisan ako ng malamig.
Napatitig ako sa tattoo ko (left hand, sa may pulso) I had this tattoo when I was anointed as the mafia boss.
Black Fire and Golden Rose -Mafia Axwell crest
Quickly, I hid it under my long sleeves.
Kung nagtataka kayo kung paano ko siya naitatago araw araw. Well madali lang naman, kapag sa trabaho tinatakpan ko ng make up-a lot of make up. Minsan pinupuno ko ng bracelet ang kaliwang kamay ko.
My heart is pounding like damn.
Ugh. I hate this kind of feeling, pakiramdam ko konti nalang aatakihin na ako sa puso.
I glanced at my right. Jewel was sleeping tightly.
Simply staring at her makes me feel at ease in an instance.
It's only 2 in the morning.
I decided to go back to sleep.
"FVCK DAMN IT JOHN! " said the guy to my left. I shrugged and sit as if I did nothing earlier.
"Ano bang kasalanan sa'yo ng TV ko para pati yon basagin mo?," quen
"Your Television is broken even before I come in" he moved closer to face me. Giving him my usual bored look made him more pissed off. "If you're still not over her, don't fvcking include everyone around you! G*ddamnit John! It's been years.......AND YOU'RE GETTING WORSE EACH AND EVERY PASSING DAY!,"
He then walked out of his own room.
Leaving me. Staring blankly at the broken pieces of the television.
-4 hours later-
"You still want that ice cream,"
"Okay just wait here"
Pinanuod ko lang ang mga batang naglalaro kasama ang mga guardians nila.
"Nandito ka lang pala," I glanced at her.
Smiling sweetly at me, she said soflty.
"Are you happy?," I looked down and released an exasperating breathe.
"I....was once...very happy," whispering into thin air, I knew she could hear that. Instead of whining or murmuring, she smiled and cupped my face. "Nag dra-drama ka na naman, how can you forget her kung palaging siya yung nandiyan sa isip mo? *sigh* "
As expected, she is as sweet as ever. Hindi na siya kagaya ng dati. Mas nag mature na siya, hindi na rin siya naiinis kapag pinag uusapan namin si ---argh. Tama siya! Hindi ko na dapat iniisip ang mga nakaraan.
I stood straight and smiled at her, offering my hand,
"I'll take you home then," she did not hesitate to take my hand and hugged me.
"As long as I am here by your side John. I will always try my best to make you happy," monica.
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