Recover Chapter- Fifteen
I woke up in a bad mood considering the things that happened last night. I went straight to bed crying every so often. This was not the way I wanted to start the break.
I walk to the kitchen only because I'm starving from not eating much yesterday. I look in the fridge to see left overs from last night. It's amazing how mom will cook for Andrew but she always tells me to make something, or go order food. I take the plastic container and pop the lid off. After pressing the '2' button on the microwave I walk off.
"Lexii." Andrew says. "Good morning." I ignore him yet again. He pissed me off last night. He knows I cut and he know it's hard for me to stop. "Stop being a bitch. I said what I meant last night."
"Yeah? Well stop being an asshole!" I retorted. "It's the same thing Lexii!"
"Why can't you just leave me alone? I want you here but if all you're going to do is put me down then-" I yelled. Mom had walked out of her room with her robe on. "Put you down? Lexii I never put you down! Yeah I yell at you but that's the last thing I would ever do to you."
"Hey hey! Stop!" Mom held her head in her hand. "What's going on?"
"Andrew called me a bitch for no reason." I spat. "Well you called me an asshole but you don't see me crying about it."
"Mom! Tell him to stop." I pointed at Andrew. "Now honey.. You don't have to yell at him like that. You-"
"What? Mom! He. Set. Me. Off. Why do you always side with Andrew no matter what?! You two decide to gang up on me, and you don't even care." Tears threatened to spill over out of hast. "I wasn't siding with him. I was-"
"Yes you fucking were. Just admit to that shit mom! See this is why I don't fucking talk to you." I yelled. "Hey! You know better then that to talk to mom like that." Andrew warned. "Stop trying to order me around.."
"Stop trying to be the dad of a house! Remember we don't fucking have one! I don't even have a mom anymore." I ran to the front door, unlocking it. "You're such a spoiled fucking brat! You yell at everybody thinking you are going to get your way! Don't you even dare mention dad in this!" I shut the door before he could yell anything else out.
I unlocked my car and dialed Gavin's number. "Goodmorn-"
"Gavin?" I sobbed. "What? What's wrong?"
"Can I please see you?" I beg. "Yeah, where are you? I can come get you."
"No.. Can I just come over?" I already started driving down my street. I wiped the stream of tears that where running down my cheeks. "Of course.." I hung up the phone and continued the drive.
Mom always sided with Andrew no matter what. Andrew had no right to tell me what to do.
I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. I didn't care I was still in my pajamas, or that I looked terrible. The door swung over and Gavin looked down at me. I didn't even wait for him to open his arms. I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in chest. For the first time in a long time I let me cries be heard. I was so used to always making them be silent, but I didn't care anymore.
In any other time I would go to Andrew but he's the one who made me cry. I needed somebody, I needed to be away from that house.
Gavin squeezed me tight and left small kisses on the top of my head. He puts his hands on my sides and grips on real tight. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. I keep my head buried in his neck while he carries me somewhere
"What happened?" He whispered. I swallowed the large lump of air down my throat and tried to talk. "Andrew started yelling at me last night. He.. Called me a bitch and just yelled at me.. Mom took his side and not mine and she was sticking up for him without hearing the story.. I yelled at her and Andrew tried ordering me around an called me a spoiled brat but I'm not-" I choked on my own breath.
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What would you do if you had one night that fucked up your whole perspective about guys? On life? On your existence? Lexii starved herself and cut herself all because of one night.. A night she would never forget. Ever since then people have called...