When i was 7 my dad sister and brothe were driving in one car and me and my mom were driving in another. My dad sister and brother never came home that day that night we wached the news and there was the story about how my family had died from some teenage boy who ran a red light. He got killed in the crash also. At this point i could barly breath i was crying so hard I guess my mom heard becaus she came in and knew i was thinking about my family because she came in and said "I know I miss them too baby" we were both crying right now. I tried my hardest to stay srong when it came to my mom but it felt so good to just let it all out. After about 25 minutes of crying and talking she left for work she was barly home but when she was that was the highlight of my nighg i loved my dad sister and brothef more than anything. I still do and nothing i mean NOTHING can change that.
I was freaking out right now! I havent spoken to her in months and all of the sudden she wants to move back in with me?!?! This is not necessary but maybe i should let her explain. No after all she did cheat on me. Twice. With the same person. So no. During all of this thinking i hear her banging on my door probably now crying to let her in. After she did this to me i cant let her in my home. I need to relax and forget... Lets call Posey. I called him to come over and bring food. He did do and came through my bedroom window obviously thats how he comes in my house now because hes a warewolf😂😂 but anywho it scared the crap out of me so i fell off of my bed. After a while we started talking and he made me feel so much better and he was always there for me. "Thanks bro ur the best" i stated as i hugged him. "Anytime are you comeing to work to orrow?" "Yea probably i need to get back" "Alright i see you tomorrow" "see ya" i said as we hugged one final time then he jumped out my window and onto my lawn. Hes so crazy!
It was such a relief that i had the whole house to myself right now i just need to think rest and relax. So that all leads to teenwolf😂😂haha thats my way of relaxation. So i watched all of season 1 and a couple episodes of season 2 before i was out like a light. I was woken up by the sound of a scream and then i screamed. I felt like an idiot as i gound out it was the tv. I was still pretty tired so i went up to my room to go to sleep to be prepared for real torture tomorrow. Literally. The faces you get. The rumors spread about you. The gossip. The pressure. The tears. All of it and im NEVER prepared and i dont think i ever will be.
I woke up about 7:45 am and got ready fot work. Today we are shooting the first episode and im really exited. Then i started thinking about Britt. What if she finds me. What if she takes me. What if she hurts me. Wait no Dyl stop calm down! Shes a girl anyways. Ok ok im good. Wait... WHAT IF CARLOS COMES AND GETS ME! (Carlos is the guy Britt cheated on Dyl witn in the story) my thoughts were interupted by Jeff calling me over to set #7. As i was walking over i kept thinking the same question over and over. I wonder if anyone else has this much pressure on themsleves. Its too much.
Only one question kept racing throught my mind. I wonder if anyone else has this much pressure on themselves. Its too much.