Setting- Victorias House
*Right After Funeral*
My mom dropped me off at home and then left to go shopping . Christmas is coming up and she wants to get her shopping done. My dad is still at work. I'm home alone. I run up to my room and lock my door behind me. I lay on my bed , crying. I miss Kaitlyn. Everything I could've ever done to make her do this ran through my head. I skipped school for a week. When I finally came back, everyone noticed the change in my personality. I wasn't the happy , bubbly , social , smiley girl I was when Kaitlyn was alive. Now, I'm quiet. I rarely talk. I ignore everyone. Ive gone into depression and can't get out. I avoid contact with people. I never smile . I'm never happy anymore. The loss of Kaitlyn killed more then 90% of me. She was my source of happiness. My one true friend. I told her everything. She knew so much about me . I would trust her with my life. One day she's alive and acting like she's fine, the next , she's hanging from a rope in her basement. I can't live without her. School has been hell without her. I can't trust anyone. The bullying has gotten worse for me. My parents are getting divorced , and it's all my fault for being such a fuck up of a daughter. My self-esteem has dropped a lot. Ive been getting called fat a lot, so I began starving myself. I haven't eaten in 4 days . I'm slowly dying without you, Kaitlyn.
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The Loss (Chapter 1)Teen Fiction
Victoria, a 14 year old girl who is coping with the death of her bestfriend Kaitlyn has gone into depression. She cuts every night for the sake of Kaitlyn. Victoria wishes to join Kaitlyn in heaven because she can't survive life on earth without her...