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Sneaking Out ( ch. 5 )

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A couple of weeks past and no one has seen a sign of Nash.

Ever since he beat up Oscar, he kind of disappeared. Sometimes I would look out my window to see his, but the blinds were always shut. I wonder if he was ever in there. It seemed dead silent. I just really hope he's ok.

Nash really confused me. Why did he beat Oscar up in the first place? I mean, sure Oscar was basically molesting me, but Nash could of just told him it wasn't cool. But no, he had to actually kick his ass. Also when Cameron was trying to get him off, he ignored him. As if he couldn't hear a thing.

But when I told him to stop, he did. Instantly. It was the strangest thing.

And the way he just walked out... So calmly. Like nothing happened.

But that face he made when he looked down at his beat up knuckles. His eyes changed from hatred as he was pounding Oscar, to complete despair and regret.

At least that's what it looked like. I just don't get him.

"Hey Jamie, are you ok?" Rianne asked looking over my shoulder.

All of us girls were having a sleep over at my house. And I was staring out the window at Nash's closed blinds, thinking.

When Rianne saw what I was staring at she sighed and hugged me. "Everything's fine, Nash is fine." She whispered.

I got up agitated and sat at my vanity. I stared at my reflection in the mirror.

There I was, just your normal 15 year old. With blonde hair up in a pony, little freckles on her cheeks. And green eyes that I always got complements on but hated. I wish I could have Nash's eyes. Now those, are eyes that should be complemented.

But I'm just an average girl. Why do I feel like this right now. I feel empty. Incomplete. Lost.

I feel that I should have something. Something I need that is almost here. But not quite.

And this feeling always becomes stronger when I think of Nash.

But why? Why am I feeling this way about Nash? I mean, I barely know this guy. All I know is his name. I need to know more about him. Like, I have too. I just want to be with him, hangout, even if its stupid stuff. At least he'll be there.

I swear, I'm insane. This should just be a little crush! But it's not, it's so much more, I can't even find the words.

You could say I'm in love. Deep, deep in love. But I don't want to say that. Even though that's how I feel about him. But this is just suppose to be a crush!

But maybe, it's love at first sight.

I started crying then, just to get all my emotions out.

Eliza came over to me and asked what was wrong. I didn't answer. I just kept crying. Rianne kneeled down beside me and stared. I turned to her and tried to smile. She gave me a sympathetic look and hugged me as tight as she could. Then she took my hand and led me to the bed.

"Awe, Jamie, what's wrong ?" Eliza repeated sitting across from me holding my hand.

"I-I don't really know.." I whimpered.

"Is it your period?" Rianne questioned followed by a giggle. I didn't want to tell them the truth so I nodded. Lets be honest, they'd think I'm a total drama queen.

"Well we can fix that!" Eliza shouted gleefully. She got up and went to her bag. Pulling out a bag of Cheetos, a bag of mini donuts, and some Oreos, she threw them at us.

"Holy shit Eli! Where'd you get these?" Rianne exclaimed diving into the package of Oreos.

"You know me and food."

I giggled and grabbed some donuts. They are my favorite.

"There's that smile!" Rianne said tickling me. I pushed her away and laughed. I have such good friends.

"Hey Rianne, tell us about that time when you and Cameron had sex in Jacks house." Eliza said putting a cheeto in her mouth. Rianne almost choked on her cookie.

"What? We did not have fucking sex!" She shrieked still coughing up her cookie. I patted her back to help her. Eliza laughed to herself.

"We know, but seriously. What really happened? You guys looked like you were having a fun time," I teased.

"Well, I don't know. We just started making out. Then the kiss got more deeper and sentimental. Then we just kinda...started taking off each others clothes. By the time I was in my bra we already got to second base. And... He has the most sexiest body. I could of dropped my panties right there. But then all that shit started happening so we had to stop."

"Hold up!" I yelled, mouth stuffed with donuts. "You actually got to second base?"

Rianne nodded proudly.

"Have you gotten to second base yet?" Rianne asked Eliza. She nodded like it was no big deal.

"Oh yeah, lots of times actually." She said.

"Uh..What?" I asked in disbelief. Was I seriously the only one who hasn't done anything with a boy except peck him on the lips?

I'm so lame.

The girls laughed at me, in a playful way, not a bitchy way though.

The laughter was interrupted by a "clank" on my window. We all gasped and ran to it.

Looking through we saw the boys.

All of the boys.

"Is that who I think it is?" Eliza giggled. I nodded, a huge smile spreading on my face.

'Come on let's go!" I squealed. The girls looked at me suspiciously.

"What do you mean? We can't go out there, it's after midnight!" Rianne exclaimed. I shrugged and started changing my clothes.

I saw Rianne look towards Eliza for some backup probably, but instead found her getting ready too. Rianne sighed and headed for my closet.

We always shared clothes.

After everyone was dressed we headed towards the window.

"How are we gonna get down there anyways?" Eliza asked smiling at Jack who was staring up at her. I thought for a second eyeing Nash.

He looked perfect under the moonlight. It made his eyes shine brighter. He was wearing a white T-shirt, basketball shorts, athlete socks, and some vans.

Suddenly Nash peered up at me and smiled. I waved at him.

"Down the tree." I ordered, the thought came to me once I saw Nash's smile.

I stood on the window seal and jumped to the branch.

"Be careful!" Nash yelled up at me. I snickered and shimmied myself down the trunk. Landing with a thud I walked over to Nash smirking.

Then he engulfed me in a hug. I put my arms around his waist and smelt his cologne.

It just felt right to me in his arms.

"We need to talk." He whispered in my ear finishing off by kissing my cheek. Then he winked at me and walked over to the boys.

I stood there for a second with a hand on my cheek. My god..that was amazing.

But, he did say we need to "talk". Talk about what? The fight maybe... Why he disappeared for so long.

Who knows...

"Hey Jamie, come on!" Cameron shouted, a arm around Rianne's waist.

Distracting me from my thought, I jogged over to them and started walking next to Nash.

Ok, now I'm nervous.

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