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Pen Your Pride

Zayn's POV

Save me from life? What the hell did she mean? WHat? As she fell alseep I just laid there thinking. What exactly did she mean? Save me from Perrie? Yea right. Perrie is the apple of my eye. The one who I love, and she knows it. I really liked Audrey before, now I think I might like her even more but I wouldn't say love. As I continued thinking, Audrey moved more away from me. I pouted a little then got out of bed. I walked downstairs and saw Niam and Larry talking to each other. Course Harry and Louis aren't together but I tease them about it.

"Lou I need a hug." I said streching out my arms.

"They fuck this looks like? Hi im Louis I give free hugs! BITCH please!" he said and doing the whole talk to the hand thing and I raised my hands in defense.

"Jesus, all I wanted was a hug."

"Lou isn't really in a good mood because SOMEONE had to come on the trip." Harry said then everyone looked at me.

"Well I cant stop breathing!"

"Unfortunately."

"Shut up Harreh!"

"Dudes just stop!" Liam and Niall said in unison them smirked. "We think alike." then they looked at each other. "Ok stop now. Babe I mean it. STOP! You stop! NO YOU stop! NO. YOU STO-" then Louis covered Liam's mouth and I covered Niall's.

"And you both stopped." I said amd smirked. Since I needed someone to talk to, I dragged Niall upstairs up the stairs.

"DON'T RAPE MY BOYFRIEND!" Liam yelled yelled. Shit he's gonna wake Audrey.

"I WON'T!" I yelled back.

"BABE USE THE SAFE WORD IF HE PULLS ANYTHING!" Then Niall made an "MHM" sound. I closed the door to his and Liam's room so we could talk.

"So why am I here?"

"I need to talk to you about Audrey."

"Ok..."

"So earlier she told me something about how she 'never tried controlling my life but saving me from it'. What did she mean?" Niall shifted uncomfortably on his bed.

"Well, its not my word to tell. Audrey will have to tell you herself but it includes Perrie."

"WHY THE FUCK DOES IT INCLUDE PERRIE? SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!"

"If you only knew."

"Only knew what?!"

"Who and what she really is." he said walking towards the door and when he was about to leave, I spoke up.

"What. The. Hell. Are. You. Talking. About?"

"She's not who you really think she is." then he left slamming the door behind him. Thesr people are leaving me with damn clues and quotes like I'm damn Sherlock. All I want to know is what the hell are all these clues leading up to? Well I will find out sooner or later. I walked back to 'my' room and saw Audrey still sleeping peacefully. I took off my shirt and threw it... somewhere and sat on my side of the bed. My back was facing Audrey as I rested my hands on my head and my shoulders on my theigh.

What is everyone hiding from me?

Why does everything lead back to Perrie like she's the bad guy?

What's the history with Audrey AND Perrie?

Did I really just risk everything important to me?

Why am I still with Perrie even though she cheated on me with how many other guys and proboly still is?

What did Audrey mean when she said she could save me from my own life? Did she mean saving me from Perrie? From myself? From my fr-

I was cut short with my hard thinking when I felt a very comforting finger trail up and down my back.

"Why are you thinking so hard?" Audrey asked concerned then sat next to me on the bed.

"I'm just thinking of life in total."

"MHM. Even though we're not that close anymore, I can still read you like an open book. Something else on your mind?"

"Actually there is."

"What is it?"

"What is everyone hiding from me? Why is everyone hiding it from me? What did you mean by 'I could save you from it' or whatever you said in that nature. What does this all mean?"

"You'll find out in time."

"In time? Audrey what the hell do you mean 'In Time'? I might not fucking live tomorrow and here you are talking about 'time'. DAMN TIME ISN'T HELPING ME!" I shot up angrily at my last sentence. She looked a bit hurt.. and shocked.

"Zayn calm down. You'll find out when it's the right time. Trust me on this one, please?" I sat back next to her and calmed down a bit.

"Fine." then she gave me a comforting hug.

"Audrey what happens after this?"

"I honestly don't know." she pulled away from the hug and we just sat there on the bed. "Well for me, it's unknown, for you.. you have your 'lovely' girlfriend Perrie who you chose.. but no. I'm not going to let this get to me because I already have enough bullshit I have to go through and Zayn you know this. You know what... Nevermind. I'll be downstairs." then she quickly walked out the room and I just sat there feeling guilty as fuck. I really left the girl that has been there through everything for a girl I met last year?

I guess this is what love does to you. It makes you tolerate all the bullshit you put them through. You can't stay mad at them forever and they put you in front of themselves. They'd take a bullet for you and try to protect you in any way they can. (Author's Note : PERFECTLY descirbes Audrey and Zayn)

I guess I must really love Perrie then.

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