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What would someone be feeling when they see the love of their life not waking up? Would they be feeling like killing them selves just like how Juliet did when Romeo did not open his eyes? Or reverse?
Jungkook ran out of the room not wanting to see his Taehyung laying in hospital bed, fighting for his life. It was late night already and the stars shined less brightly as the city lights were too bright for the stars far above to be seen. Stars, sky, the clouds, and every little things about nature always made Taehyung feel calm. His tears fell remembering his love being fine just few hours back.
"Hey," a pitched voice called. He turned around to look at a girl with shorts on even though it was getting cold. That reminds, Taehyung's birthday was tomorrow. He bit his lips knowing Taehyung will be in hospital bed on his birthday. "Are you okay?" The girl asked, coming closer to him second by second. By now, she was all up in his space.
He stepped back a little, making enough space between them. "Yes, I'm okay." He replied. His voice had gotten deeper and harsher, probably because of crying too much. "You don't seem." He raised his eyebrows and stared at her. Up close, she seems paler. "I'm O. K." He said it a little louder this time. "Okay." She chirped.
After few seconds of her being silent, she began talking again. "By the way, my name is Sooyoung." She forwarded her hand to shake, but Jungkook didn't move. "Okay," was all Jungkook replied. He didn't want to be rude, but he was just not in the mood to know someone new, especially a girl like this. "What's your name?" She asked. "I don't think it's needed." He replied.
"Can I have your number?" He looked at her in disbelief. Does this girl not get the point or was she just plain stupid? "You think I'd give you my number when I didn't even give you my name?" He answered with a question. "I'm sorry, but you don't seem to see the signs I'm giving you. I don't want to know nor do I want to give you my number. It's cold, shouldn't you be wearing comfy clothes instead of this low shorts?" He walked back away from there to Taehyung's room.
His family had gone back home and said they'd come back tomorrow, leaving him all alone with his lover in bed. "Baby," he softly caressed the sleeping boy's cheeks. "I miss you smiling at me. I miss your sudden out burst. I miss your bossiness. I miss your sassiness. I miss you. I know you're right here and that I'm hoping you're hearing everything I'm saying but I still miss you." He placed a soft kiss on the boy's forehead. A little knock came at the door. "Come in."
"He was holding onto this till he got to the hospital." The doctor came holding a black tie with a little bear in the middle. He had left this for Taehyung. "I'm sorry that I completely forgot to give this to you earlier. Just too many patients." The doctor nervously chuckled. "Also, he should be awake by tomorrow." Jungkook smiled. "Thank you, Doctor." The said man nodded and went outside the room.
"Baby, you wanted me to put on the tie for you, didn't you?" He laughed, first time after he had heard of Taehyung. "You're such a baby. You could've asked the driver to do it." He shakes his head and holds onto Taehyung's hand. "You never want to learn how to do your tie. I don't know what you'll do when I'm not here."
He stood up and walked to the other side of the bed. "I know you can't fall asleep without my arms being under your head, yet you're sleeping so peacefully. I'm so stupid that I'm jealous."
He placed the tie on small table beside the bed and tried to get in the bed with the boy. "Sorry, I can't sleep without you being by my side either. I guess we're both babies to not being able to sleep without one of us being there." He brought Taehyung's head closer to him. "It's eleven fifty-eight, just two minutes before your birthday."
"I can't believe you'll be twenty one, it's not fair. I should be the older one." He chuckled. "Baby, would you have said yes if I would've asked you to marry me?" He took a deep breathe and looked at the boy. He looked so beautiful. "Would you say yes, if I ask you to marry me tomorrow on your birthday?" By now, it was twelve a.m. "You're officially twenty one."
"Happy birthday to the most beautiful, amazing, wonderful person. Baby, you've light up my world and everything is always about you in my life because you're everything. You know, I thought, we'll spend your birthday going to your favorite amusement park and then later, we'd go to the beach and look at the waves crashing onto one another. I'm sorry you have to spend your special day in hospital. I think long paragraphs are too main stream, haha, so I'll just say that I love you so much. I would die if we were to ever be separated. I love you now and forever till the end. Baby, happy 21st birthday." He then kissed the boy's lips. "Good night. See you tomorrow." He turned off the light and closed his eyes with Taehyung in his arms.
a.n: early update because i wanna be over with this book. i hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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