I know I haven't wrote in a while. I've been so busy with my sound jobs for concerts and meet and greets so I'm sorry yall.
I walked through the halls my first day of college. I was going to be a nurse and I planned to move out of Nevada when I am finished with college. I had a small group of friends that I never really talked to often because of all my school work.
It was study hall after my math class. I walked outside into the courtyard going to my bench were I normally do my homework. As I was in the middle of studying I plugged in my head phones listening to my music and keeping to myself as usual. I was tapping my foot to the beat of the song I was listening and writing for a up coming essay. I felt a bump into the seat. I took out my earbuds and looked to my right seeing a boy with brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. His arms filled with tattoos and the smell of weed stuck to his clothes. He looked around taking a huge inhale of the air.
"doesn't it smell amazing?" he asked.
"Surprised you can't smell yourself"i whispered quietly.
"That's the beauty of it, I can and it smells amazing"
"Are you serious right now?"
"Yes I am serious, you know why because my life is so god damn messed up that I turn to something that could instantly take the pain away. So yes I am very serious"
I didn't know what to say after that. I kept hush and to my own thoughts because I didn't want to seem weird.
"And you know what, I don't even go to college. I am a rapper and I smoke and drink and mess with girls here and then. I come here to realize what I missed out on, what I could've had"he continued. I looked at him and just didn't know what to say. He was so hot and he was talking to me?
"well, I am Elena, I believe that people give us a guideline on how to go through life and be successful and gain money, They want us to all go one way and if you wanna go your own way then do it because that makes you special, That makes you like no one else"I said. He turned staring into my eyes for like 10 seconds.
"You're right, my name is Nate by the way. And I don't know because if it made me special then why wont a girl like me for who I am. I mean yea they like bad boy nate but they have never known me for who I am"he said.
"Then open up to them, let them know the real you and if they can't see how amazing you are then they aren't worth it"I said. We ended up talking till the streetlights came on. I learned a lot about him and he really is great. It is a turn-off that he smokes but he truly has a kind heart. He walked me to my dorm and we said our goodbyes.
After that night I hadn't heard from him for almost 2 weeks. At first I was worried but then I remembered he might be busy on tour or something. As I was walking out of my class today I saw those tattoos. I wanted to run and jump in his arms tell him not to leave again but I noticed that would've been wrong. I stayed on the low and walked through the crowd. Then of course my friend Brandi came yelling my name causing Nate to turn around. His eyes full of sadness or anger I couldn't really tell. He came up to me and Brandi, Brandi gave me a questioning look and then all the sudden Nate pulled me into a kiss.
The kiss lasted like forever and it was meaningful and really good. I realized the smell of weed wasn't burning my nose and instead cologne was. "I had to Elena, I stopped smoking and paying attention to the world, but I was still missing a drug, and not a bad drug, but i was missing you. The talk we had was long and the first time I had talked to anyone like that in years. It was real, the connection and everything. I was in love at the first sight, and when I quit all i could think about was you. So here I am pleading you to go on a date with me and if you say n-" before he could finish I cut him off with a soft kiss. The rest from there is history.