A/N: I need you all to VOTE, this vote will be open for a little while, it's not for a few chapters so it's ok. So do you want to go and meet Dan's family or do you want Dan to go and meet your hypothetical family (just your mom and dad)? It's up to you, this is the first vote.


"WHAT?" Dan yelled from across the room.

"Shhh." You told him.

"Y/N?" Pj asked from over the phone.

"What do you want?" You snapped at him.

"Turn on the London news." He ordered.

"Why?" You spat.

"Just do it." He ordered.

"Fine, Dan turn on London news." You told him, Dan quickly turned it on.

"The alleged 'Christmas Jumper' has been identified as Pj Liguori; internet sensation." Said the news woman. The news then showed Pj standing on top of a very tall building.  

"Pj don't do it, don't jump." You stammered.

"Why shouldn't I? No one loves me, no one will care." He said glumly.

"Pj, please, don't jump, plenty of people care about you." You told him, sure you were overly pissed at him but he didn't deserve to die.

"You really don't want me to jump?" He asked.

"Of course not." You said softly.

"Well then promise me one thing." Pj said.

"What?" You asked.

"Promise that if I don't jump you'll be with me, promise you'll run away with me."


"Promise." He repeated.

"Pj...I can't." You were in tears now.

"That's what I thought, goodbye Y/N." And with that, Pj stepped off the building.

Dan's eyes grew wide as he watched what happened on TV and you broke down on the floor into a fit of tears.

"What did you say to him?" Dan turned to look down at you.

"H-he wanted me t-to run away with him, t-to leave you." You sobbed, Dan got down on the floor with you.

"And what did you say?" He asked in a gentle tone.

"I told him that I couldn't." You cried onto Dan's shoulder.

"There there, it's okay love." He reassured you.

"N-no it's really not, it's all my fault." You told him.

"No it's not, Y/N it's not your fault at all." He told you.

"I could have stopped him, I-I could have said something, his blood is on my hands." You continued to cry.

"Y/N, there was nothing that you could do, it's not your fault."  

"O-okay." You breathed and looked at Dan.

"I love you Y/N." Dan whispered.

"I love you too." You whispered back.

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