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I finally got the cast up!! I picture them like the people I picked so that doesn't mean you are picturing like that, its just my vision :)

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 I sighed throwing my bag into my locker. With my books in my hand, I headed to my home base yawning. I didn't get much sleep last night. I didn't get much sleep for the past week of school.

  Today was Wednesday and my first day back. I couldn't handle Monday and Tuesday. I tried my best to do what I said I would do, to forget about Elliot Anderson, but it is much more harder than it looks. Now, I am dreading coming here when Warriors castle wasn't too far away. It was this Friday to be exact. Only two days until I have to step into the ring with my best friend. Well, now my ex best friend.
  
  That thought alone makes me want to cry again but I push the tears back not wanting people to see me like this.  I deffiently don't want Sarah to see me like that. She has been blowing my phone up. she caught on that something was wrong with me and Elliot because apparently Elliot hasn't been here either and won't talk to Ricky. I am hoping he didn't come today either. I just can't deal with the look on his face he'll give me.

  I carried my tray to the normal table we all sit at.  Ricky and Sarah were sitting there with Sarah's head on his shoulder, she made sure to sit up straight and act like they weren't even a couple when I sat down.

  "Me and Elliot weren't even together so you don't have to do that. I am perfectly fine with watching you guys be a happy couple, I've seen it all day!" I exclaimed sighing before taking a big bite of my burger I got.

  Sarah bit her lip and Ricky obviously looked uncomfortable. I rolled my eyes, "I know you guys want to be all cuddly. I won't even look just don't change just because my stupid feelings."

  "Your feeling aren't stupid and I care about you. I am still going to take your offer and hug my boyfriend though because I haven't seen him since yesterday, last class." She said and immediately clung to Ricky who had a big grin kissing the top of her head.

  I  just kept eating my burger trying to not look at them happy, but how couldn't I when they're sitting across from me. I knew they weren't but it still felt like they were throwing it in my face and me and Elliot weren't even a thing. I wanted us to be but it's way too late for that if he won't even consider looking at me.

  Thinking this all in my head, I didn't expect a tray of food plop down next mine and I definitely did not expect to see Elliot sitting down. His eyes were set on the space in front of him. He was ignoring me very clearly. I sucked in a breath and built my lower lip. I just had to jinx it and say he wasn't coming today?!

  I  didn't know what to say to him. Plus, he didn't look like he was in the talking mood. An awkward silence fell between all four of us.  Ricky and Sarah were looking from me to Elliot cautiously like any second we would  blow up at each other.  I had a enough once I finished my burger.  I got up and threw the rest of my food in the trash near our table. He was just going to stare into space and not talk to me or even acknowledge me, well that's fine by me. I passed a couple other students walking into the cafeteria as I exited.

  As I walked down the hall towards the library I noticed how I am known in this school. I was just Sam, Sarah's best friend. The average quiet girl who minds her own business. Well, if they only knew.  If they only knew who I really was. If all of them knew then I wouldn't be in this situation. I wouldn't be in this situation if I didn't meet Elliot but I knew I didn't want to go that route because I knew that I diffidently didn't regret meeting him. He was the best thing that happened to me. I honestly don't know where I would be today if I hadn't met him.

  I owe my life to him and I knew that what I felt for him was more than just a silly crush. I was slowly falling for him. 

  I sighed and plopped down on one of the library chairs. They were really comfy seats so I didn't regret coming here to rest my head, relax, and think in a quiet environment. Well, it was silent for a little bit before my silent thinking time was shut short when I felt a warm hand touch my shoulder. When I opened my eyes I only saw the wooden library table my head was resting on. Truth was that I am terrified to look up to see who it was. I didn't know if it was Sarah coming to talk about it like best friends do but I diffidently did not want to talk about it right now.

  I also didn't want it to be a concerned  teacher again. I already had three of them today. I was 100 percent sure that I didn't want it to be Elliot though I doubt it was him since he made it pretty clear he wasn't talking to me  ever again unless he is forced. 

  Ignoring my paranoid self comments in my head, I managed to have the courage to look up.  I was not expected the person to be...well, I didn't really know his name. I mean I have seen him around school before but never talked to him.

  "No offence,  but you look like someone just ran over your cat." He spoke first sitting down in the seat across from me.

  I furrowed my eyebrows, "I am sorry,  but I didn't get your name." I didn't mean to sound like a snobby bitch, but I was in a bad mood and I did not feel like talking right now.

  "Okay, too soon for subtle jokes." He said like he was reminded him self and making a mental not to self, "The name is Carl by the way." He said this time looking up at me with a bright smile.

  "I am not in the talking mood that much right now, Carl so if you could give me an explanation as to why you came over here and talking to me right now, that'd be real nice."

  He nodded in understanding, "Fair enough. I know who is Elliot Anderson is of course. I mean we used to be best friends until something happened years back and we broke apart." He started and I leaned in a bit listening closely at the mention of Elliot's name. I am pretty sure he is talking about the whole sister baby leaving to California thing. It wasn't a easy time for him at all. I motioned for him to go on which he thankfully did.

  "I can tell you guys were close. I mean the whole school knows by the way you acted towards each other. I don't know what you two were but I still can tell you had a falling out."

  "A little bit more then just a falling out." I mumbled but I knew he heard me. We were in a library.

  He gave me a weak smile, "Can I give you advice?"

  "Go ahead and give it a shot" I responded leaning back in the chair.

  "You can't control how people feel and you can't make him forgive you, but tell yourself what you really want. Do you want to try and eventually get his trust back or give up and regret it for the rest of your life. If Elliot really means a lot to you then you'll know that you won't ever forget about not trying. If you love him then he is worth trying."

  I gulped  at that word. Love.

  Did I love Elliot? Yes, I did and I couldn't convince myself otherwise.

"Thanks, Carl." I said and gave him a quick hug before I left the library with four minutes until the bell rang left. I know he was probably shocked by my hug, but I mean this guy just me realize something I kept telling myself wasn't true but really was.

  I love Elliot Anderson...And I don't know what I am going to do.


I hope you liked this chapter and please don't be mad at me because next Monday the next chapter is not a boring chapter but the first part of Warriors Castle!!!!!! I hope you are excited because I am excited to write it. I hope you like it...Ok, that's all , bye guys and like if you are excited :)

Thanks XOXO,

Kelly








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