(3 weeks later)
It's been 3 weeks since Rachel and I got back together and you can still feel some tention between us. I can't help but feel like she doesn't trust me and why would she I cheated on her but when we did it I thought we be okay again but now I feel like we're either further apart. I texted Rachel to meet me in the auditorium because I needed some answers.
"Hey doll I got your text whats up?" She asked me .
"We need to talk." I said.
"Okay." She said.
"Do you trust me?" I asked her.
"What?" She asked me.
"Do you trust me anymore?" I asked her again.
She looked away and sighed ,
"I want too. I want too so badly, but I just I can't and it kills me. It's just everytime I look at you I picture you with her and it makes me so angry and then I think that maybe when we did it it was a mistake and that it was out of anger and that is not how I want to remember my first time. " She cried.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her.
"Because it was special to me Quinn. Because I want so badly to forgive you and not scream everytime I see you. I love you but what if were not ready to be together again what if we just need time." She said.
"Do you think we need time?" I asked her with tears in my eyes.
She wiped her tears and said,
"I know I love you and that you were my first and that will always mean the world to me but I also know that I don't want to hate you anymore and I think in order to do that I need to forgive you and I need to figure out how too. What about you?" She asked me.
"I think I need to forgive myself first and then figure a way out to show you I deserve your love and respect again." I said.
She leaned in and said,
"You know I think we may need to find you a new place. " She said.
I chuckled and said,
"Yeah me too." I said.
"I love Quinn." She said with tears.
"I love you too Rachel and I always will." I said and we kissed one last time before leaving .
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My Secret LoveFanfiction
Rachel Berry is a shy 17 year old with a crush on the one and only Quinn Fabray. Quinn Fabray is the most popular girl in school with a secret she wants no one to know. What happens when these two young girls get together will they become more than...