MAYWARD

Everything About Her

Author's Note:
▪I don't know what exactly is the story behind the pictures above. It's just that I saw them on twitter, I felt 'kilig' and so I made a drabble. My apologies if it does not coincide with the actual events that happened inside Kuya's house.
▪THIS IS COMPLETELY A WORK OF FICTION. Please do not be misguided.

Happy reading! 😊

I am staring at her. Again.

We are in a middle of a task yet I can't help myself. Everything about her is just so beautiful. Her cheerful laugh, her graceful walk, her funny make-faces, the sweet tone of her voice and even the way she cry is so adorable (though to be honest, I don't ever want to see her cry in pain as much as possible because seeing her like that gives me unbearable pain too). 

Dammit I'm totally losing it!

We are currently planning for our Tommy and Miho love story re-enactment. Everybody is talking, voicing their own opinions and suggestions and here I am, just pretending to be listening because no matter how I try I can't divert my focus to our task. All I can hear is her voice and all I can see her lovely face.

I kept on staring. She's now laughing again, doing these ridiculous but cute hand mannerisms. I didn't notice but my lips suddenly curved into a smile. Oh how I love this girl and how I wish with all my heart that she's mine!

I don't know why but she suddenly looked at my direction. Startled, I shift my gaze towards the ceiling. I am so nervous that I feel like my heart rate actually doubled. 

The heck! 

I'm so stupid. I silently prayed that she hasn't caught my ogling.

Seconds later I saw in my peripheral vision that she's now eyeing at the others again. She did not say anything so I assumed that she hadn't actually caught me. 

Thank goodness! I sighed in relief.

Truthfully, I wanted to tell her everything. I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me but I'm afraid, afraid that if she knew, she might get awkward with me and eventually distance herself away. And I don't want that. I can't bear that to happen. So for now, I would restrain myself and leave everything else to fate. It's usually not my style but this time I will do it. She's special and I don't want to mess everything up because of my stupid lack of patience. 

And when things get right and in God's perfect time, I would definitely make this amazing girl mine. That I promise.