• Hopeless hearts•
I'm a mess. You're my only hope right now. I have to talk to you.
You have to make me stay on this earth.
I'm losing my mind.
I still love you and believe that deep down you didn't mean any of that stuff.
But I also hate you.
I would never do that to you.
If you can't stop me, then I want to tell you everything before I leave. I have to escape this life. I can't do this anymore.
I put on my hoddie and put a hood on over my new shorter rough hair.
I went outside, to Simon's house. I stood in front of the door for about 2 minutes, trying to encourage myself to ring the bell.
What am I going to say?
How is he going to react?
I finally rang the bell and waited as I felt my knees feel weak. My heart raced fast as I saw the door open.
His mum opened the door.
"Oh my god, Sunnie! Hi! I haven't seen you in a long time." She said
"Hi Mrs Minter, is Simon home?" I quietly asked
"No hun, I'm sorry. He went to the football game. Do you want me to tell him to call you?" She said and It made me clutch a little.
The only time that I need you, and you're not here. I guess it's destiny telling me you're not supposed to be here.
"No, no It's okay. It was just something random for school." I said and faked a smile, shrugging my shoulders.
"Oh, okay." She said and invited me with open arms for a hug.
I slowly came closer and hugged her.
"Thank you Mrs. Minter." I said
"You sure you don't want me to tell something to Simon for you?"
Everything that needs to be said is in the letter.
"I'm sure. Thank you." I said
"Well, bye Sunnie. I hope I'll see you around."
"Bye." I faked a smile and walked away.
In one of many parallel universes you opened the door, and saved me with a hug.
But this is something different.
Reality. Cruel reality.
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