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I'm a mess. You're my only hope right now. I have to talk to you.

You have to make me stay on this earth.

I'm losing my mind.

I still love you and believe that deep down you didn't mean any of that stuff.

But I also hate you.

I would never do that to you.

If you can't stop me, then I want to tell you everything before I leave. I have to escape this life. I can't do this anymore.

I put on my hoddie and put a hood on over my new shorter rough hair.

I went outside, to Simon's house. I stood in front of the door for about 2 minutes, trying to encourage myself to ring the bell.

What am I going to say?

How is he going to react?

I finally rang the bell and waited as I felt my knees feel weak. My heart raced fast as I saw the door open.

His mum opened the door.

"Oh my god, Sunnie! Hi! I haven't seen you in a long time." She said

"Hi Mrs Minter, is Simon home?" I quietly asked

"No hun, I'm sorry. He went to the football game. Do you want me to tell him to call you?" She said and It made me clutch a little.

The only time that I need you, and you're not here. I guess it's destiny telling me you're not supposed to be here.

"No, no It's okay. It was just something random for school." I said and faked a smile, shrugging my shoulders.

"Oh, okay." She said and invited me with open arms for a hug.

I slowly came closer and hugged her.

"Thank you Mrs. Minter." I said

"You sure you don't want me to tell something to Simon for you?"

Everything that needs to be said is in the letter.

"I'm sure. Thank you." I said

"Well, bye Sunnie. I hope I'll see you around."

"Bye." I faked a smile and walked away.

In one of many parallel universes you opened the door, and saved me with a hug.

But this is something different.

Reality. Cruel reality.

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