• Cold hearts •
Tears roll down my cheeks as I'm writing my suicide letter.
I decided to leave this world, Simon couldn't stop me. He wasn't there. I don't blame him for that. It was obviously destiny, and reality kicking in.
Not all love stories have happy endings.
It took me so long to finish the letter. I felt completely numb, powerless for hours.
It's all over now.
I stared at my letter, reading every single word.
I hope you won't get the wrong idea and perception of what I want my letter to let you know.
It's time to go.
I got to our mountain again, jumped over the fence like we used to.
This time I'm not drunk, nor I'm with you.
I left everything at home. A letter, keys, phone, everything.
I stand so close to the edge.
This is one of those fantasy moments where you would notice I'm not at home and come here, knowing I would be standing here.
You would stop me from doing this and kiss me, giving me a reason to stay.
But that happens in books.
Happy books. Ours was never meant to be happy.
It's so painful. I just want this to end.
Just because the book is sad doesn't mean that It's always sad.
It has to get happy before turning sad.
That's why I want to think about our happy moments, without remembering cruel reality.
That's why I'm going to die with that one last happy memory.
I slowly closed my eyes and imagined. I imagined me and Simon.
That time that we met
The time where we first kissed
The time where we ran away and dissapeared from the whole world.
The time he held my hand.
The time he smiled at me.
The time he was with me.
It's so cold now.
I smiled and let myself go, falling off the edge.
It was all too fast to process. Images of happy memories flew through my head.
I love you Simon.
* Third person's POV*
She was breathing in her last breaths, whilst he was enjoyably watching the football match, trying to get away from her.
For Simon, getting away from Sunnie was easy. He would just run away to alcohol or football matches.
But for Sunnie, the only way she could run away from him was death.
And she succeeded, as her wild mind got silent and finally peaceful. The kind of peace she always wanted to feel. Even if it was without Simon.
She dissapeared from this world, with the last happy thought of Simon in her tortureous mind.
I STILL HAVE TO UPDATE FEW MORE CHAPTERS AND AN EPILOGUE SO THIS ISN'T ACTUALLY IT.
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Cold Hearts || Miniminter AUFanfiction
»Our love faded away. You don't even notice me anymore. But in my eyes, you're still my whole world. I just want to survive my first winter without you. « | WARNING: Depression, Self-Harm & Alcohol use READ AT OWN RISK!! |