I just want to forget everything that happened. Forget the promises that I made to him, knowing that he wouldn't even know who I am and he never kept them. All the times I believed that he would still remember who I am and he doesn't. Threw all the things that he gave me during our "friendship"
My name is (YN) (YLN) 18 years old, 19 very soon now
Friends:Ryan and Chaz......Justin used to be my friend and now he doesn't even know who I am.
Colours:Purple and Blue
Relationship:Single but not looking for no-one
Ryan:Are you sure you are alright with Justin staying over?
Ryan said as he looked at me. We all live together seeming my parents went on a business trip and they said that I can't live on my own cause of "reasons" i.e. PARTYING.
Me:Of course I am
Chaz:No you ain't. I can sense it in your voice that you ain't
Me:He broke the promise
Ryan:We know he did and I know it hurts you a-
Me:He doesn't even remember me
Ryan and Chaz stayed quiet. I think they didn't even know either. All the times they said that Justin would ask who I am, I always sensed it as a little lie and nothing else. I'm a bit like that....so yeah.
Chaz:You never know
Me:*sigh* If you need me, I'll be in my room
As I was about to get up, I heard the doorbell ring. Oh God, he's here. I looked Ryan and Chaz telling them to get it and not me. They both sighed and I ran upstairs. I don't want to face him. I don't want him to flirt with me and asking me who I am and what my name is or where I come from etc. I was at the top of the stairs so I could hear them talking.
Justin:Hey, so where's the hot chick?
Chaz:She has a name
Justin:What's her name?
I saw Justin nod his head. I'm a hot chick? So that is what my name is for him then?
Justin:(YN)......do I even know her?
And here it comes....
Chaz:You should do
Justin:But I don't though
I let out a low sigh and walked into my bedroom. I sat near the window and looked out as I began to sing "I know, I know, I know, I know
We gonna get there
Today, tomorrow, and forever
We will stay true, I promise you" I felt tears run down my face. He broke the promise and I don't think I can forgive him...
I heard a voice....someone like....singing. I looked at Ryan and Chaz, but they didn't say anything.
Me:Is that the hot ch-
Chaz:(YN)? I doubt that very much
Hmmm....they were hiding something from me. I got up and walked up the stairs. I saw the door open a bit. She was looking out the window, tears dripping down her face and she was writing something down. I heard her sigh before she put the notebook down. I saw her get up, so I moved a bit, seeming I didn't want her to see me. I saw her walk into the bathroom. Now it was time to see what she wrote down.