I had my heart ripped out and torn to shreds
no one could really get what hadn't been said
but I didn't either and I didn't know
but at the same time I couldn't show
my hurt, the loss all I could do was watch
as my life began to unravel
but I knew this day was coming
my life was too good to be true
but I never thought I was going to be loosing the one who said they "love" me
what is it with this thing called "love"
I think it's a stupid thing that came from above and if you don't believe me just think about this do we really notice how much we are corrupted by this?
it will show you how deep and dark my "heart" is well at least what's left of it
guys don't fool me, their all the same stupid and ignorant and mostly lame.
they don't see that what they have in front of them could be the best thing for them, but what does a strong, intelligent, brunette do they just get on with their life and get over you
so don't mess with just let me because guys you don't fool me. I know your games and I'm sick of the good-byes that most of the time are bitter-sweet. Some just are bitter and hurt like hell, but what's a girl to do go and tell?
Well at least I don't, but just listen to these words as this hurt emo girl tells you about the tragic tails of her "so called life"...
If you want to know more it would be very boring. Its getting annoying trying to prove that I'm strong enough and don't not need a guy to help pass the time or to make me happy.
That's what's wrong with girls they think they need a guy to make them happy, but they don't.
I don't need a guy to make me happy I'm happy being imperfectly me!
But this pain I have
I didn't ask for it
It was inflicted upon me
Sure I cried because that ignorant and happy girl had died
There's nothing to worry about I'm fine in my depression and despair...
I wish a had a clue about what to do now, how to cope with all of this.
I know that on the outside I'm strong but on the inside I'm hanging on by a thread
And I think that today that thread broke into
Meaningless wishes of sadness and used-to-be's
I know that one day I will find the write guy hopefully I'm not dead by the time a guy likes me
Or if I don't die or commit suicide first...
Sure that doesn't mean I don't need one but hey wait hold up!!
No I don't need a guy that's why I'm the anti-stupid! lol cupid for those that do believe in love and stupid crap like that
thanks to those who have been there and have cared
plus a special thanks to all the guys that have broken my heart because most of my currant poems and writings are all bout you! talk about revenge and remorse or what! don't mess with the princess
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lmao omfg I totally forgot how stupid I was hahahaaha wow xP
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Poems: from the darkages of my past
PoetryThese poems are FAR from my best work. I wrote these poems when I was a depressed thirteen year old in the seventh grade. Most of my work in here was my way of coping with the situations I was in. To be honest most of these poems I hate, but if you...
