Save Me

confusing

Luke's POV

I packed all of my bags yesterday and I'm not even leaving until the end of the week

I am just really excited

I have been freaking out since our plane tickets were sent in the mail

Michael nearly had a heart attack

Calum's parents and sister were so proud they support him so much

I can't get over the fact that this isn't a dream

we have wanted something like this for a long time

I just wish Ashton were here

speaking of Ashton I saw a picture of him on Twitter and he was with Ireland Cory and Harry

I never knew that he knew them

maybe that's the reason to why we got picked

if so then I need to thank him

I really miss him

we all miss him

it sucks

what happened to him shouldn't happen to anyone

I don't know how he is even handling all of this

I would be a complete mess

he lost his family

he was the only one who survived the crash and I know his dad blames him and it sucks

it wasn't his fault it wasn't anyone's fault

it was an accident and no one could do anything about it

I just hope he knows that

I hope he knows that we all care about him

I wish we weren't so distant

I don't have international service so its hard to contact him and we have grown apart

we are brothers

we are family

I love him so much and my heart aches whenever I think about what happened

my phone begins. to ring and the ID is unknown

"hello" I say when I answer it

"Hello this is Liam Payne" a voice says

my breath catches

"hiiii  um this is Luke Hemmings" I say nervously

"I was calling about that video you sent in and well we don't need an opening act"

Liam says

"oh well okay" I say confused

"well I'm actually calling because we need a drummer and yours seems like a very suitable one for our band" he says

I hesitate

we need a drummer but Josh would go

crazy for this opportunity

"oh well okay um do you want his number then?" I ask

he says yes and I give him the number

hopefully we will work something out

its not really in my place to say no

I'm worried now

what if we can't open up for Ireland