Baby I loved you first - Jerrie Fanfic
There she is. Jade Amelia Thirlwall. She should be the definition of perfect. Sitting across the table is the love of my life. I couldn't care less what anyone has to say about my feelings. I love her. I have loved her since the moment I met her. It's just, I don't have the courage to tell her.
"Perrie" Jesy said nudging me. Jade looks at me and smiles. My stomach turns into a huge knot. I can't speak. I'm stuck staring at Jade and I don't know what to do. She's now giggling and I have a lump in my throat. She has no idea what she does to me.
"PERRIE" Jesy slaps my arm. I snap out of my world. The world where only Jade exists.
"What" I snap back. I didn't mean for it to sound that rude.
"Wow! Cranky! what were you doing? we were all trying to talk to you and you were just staring blankly at Jade" Jesy said. My heart started beating fast. My cheeks going bright red. I'm caught out for sure!
"Sorry! I didn't mean for it to come out mean! I wasn't intentionally staring at Jadey!" (Yes I was, I said in my head)
"Sure" Jade said while smirking at me. My whole body was covered in goosebumps. I had to control myself from not kissing her. I just looked down at the dinner menu, afraid to make eye contact with anyone.
"Perrie. What were you thinking about before" I heard Leigh say. My eyes rose from the menu as I looked at Leigh.
"I. uhhh. I was. I was thinking about someone" I mentally face palmed myself.
"OH WHO! Is it Mr Zayn Malik" Leigh said with a smirk on her face. I looked at Jade who looked sad. Why did she look sad.
"No!" I said.
"Mhm ok missy" Leigh said. I watched Jade as her view fell onto the table. I wanted to go and make everything better. Tell her my feelings. There's just one problem. Her boyfriend Sam.
All of us girls were happily talking at the dinner table. The whole time Perrie was looking at me. I had butterflies. I had to stop myself from staring back. I wanted to admire her. She was truly beautiful. Jesy had snapped her out of her staring session. I couldn't help but look at her and giggle. We were all awfully curious as to what she was thinking about. Leigh asked the question and I'm glad I didn't have to. Someone. Who's someone Perrie?! Was it me. Oh I hoped it was. Oh right. Zayn Malik. She would never think about you Jade she likes Zayn plus you have Sam. If only everyone knew Sam was a distraction. I really liked Perrie. She was always on my mind, even when I was with Sam. I couldn't tell anyone. All I could do was sit and watch my beautiful blonde band mate.
"Wanna just go home and watch movies" Leigh asked.
"Yeah!" I said excitedly.
"Haha you're so cute Jade" Perrie said. I felt myself blush. I hope no one noticed.
"C'mon then girlies let's go!" Jesy said. We all got up and left the restaurant. Jesy decided we should go back to mine and Perries flat. Yep that's right, mine and Perries. The thought of that made me smile. The ride back was filled with us singing to every song that came on the radio. By the time we had sung the 10th song we were home. I rushed in first and picked a Disney movie. I then went and sat on the couch while Jesy and Leigh sat on the two chairs on the side. Perrie came over and had no choice but to sit next to me. I grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around myself. Halfway through the movie I felt someone poke me.
"Jadey, I'm cold" Perrie said quietly. I smiled.
"Come here babe" I held my arms out for her to come and cuddle with me. The butterflies in my stomach started growing bigger as she came closer. I positioned myself so that I was lying down and Perrie was in front of me. The blanket was over both of us and I had my arm around her waist as she held my hand under the covers. Our fingers were laced together, somehow they fit perfectly.
"Thank you Jadey" Perrie said whispering in my ear. I smiled and squeezed her hand as if to say thank you. Truth was I couldn't speak because I was overwhelmed by the effect she just had on me. I wish I had her all to myself. It's going to happen one day.