Today was Tara's first session to go and talk to someone about her past. Honestly I felt bad. I wasn't going to tell her that I was taking her to talk about her painful past. I kept thinking of way's to get her in the car. The only I could do was lie. I didn't want to lie to her, she'll never trust me again. I walked into Tara's room and gently stroked her face with the back of my hand.
J: "Wake up baby girl."
J: "Come on, you need to get up."
T: "5 more minutes!"
J: "Sorry babe, come on." I said lifting her out of bed.
T: "I hate you." She said giggling.
J: "No you don't."
I then went to her closet and picked out a outfit for the day for her.
As soon as I got her dress we went downstairs and had a quick breckfest.
J: "Okay hun we have to go."
T: "Where are we going?"
J: You'll see."
I then got her in the car and then I got to the drivers seat driving to Tara's first session.
As soon as we pulled up the the building I got out of the car and got Tara out.
J: "You ready baby girl?"
T: "For what?"
I just remained quiet.
As soon as I walked in I went to the front desk.
"Whats the name?"
J: "Ummm Tara, Tara Bieber."
"Yup we have her down, they'll be right out to see her."
J: "Thank you."
I then sat down and waited for them to come and get Tara. I could tell Tara was scard.
J: "It's alright baby girl." I said while rubbing her back.
T: "Why are we here?"
I didn't want to answer. I just made it seem like I didn't hear her.
I looked up and picked up Tara and walked with the nurse.
N:"Okay we'll take her, from here."
I then handed them Tara.
Tara wound't let go. They tried to get her off.
J: "baby come on, you gotta let go"
J:"Come on let go."
J: "Tara princess, you have to let go!"
T:"NO!" She sobbed.
They finally got her to let go of me. The nurse that was holding Tara started walking down the hall with a crying Tara in her arms. Tara started kicking and screaming, and sobbing. I had to turn the other way from stopping myself from turning back and cradling her in my arms and taking her home.
T: "NO!!!! DADDY! HELP!! N-NO! HELP ME!"
I turned around when I heard her say 'Daddy'. That was the first time she ever called me 'Daddy'.
I ran back to the nurse and grabbed Tara and held her in my arms.
T: "Daddy!" She sobbed.
J: "Shh shh it's alright, everything is going to be alright."
T: "I-I-I thought you where leaving me."
J: "No baby, never."
T: "I love you Daddy." She said as she started to calm down and snuggled her little head in my neck.
I kissed the top of her head swaying her back and forth.
N: "You know that's what they want." The nurse said.
N: "The children that come here, they want you to feel bad, they want you to help them but really you sending her here is helping her."
J: "What should I do?"
N:"Give her to me."
As I started to hand her over Tara started saying,
T: "Daddy, Daddy no!"
J: "Baby look at me, this is to help you."
N: "Yes, we would never do anything to hurt you."
J: "So will you go with her?"
T: "Okay, but you'll be here when I get back?"
N: "Come along."
Tara then took her hand and looked back at me.
J: "I love you baby."
T: "Love you too Daddy."
Sorry it's short, I'm so upset to update. I really wanted to take my time and make it good, but everyone keeps telling me to update. Guy's I go to school, I have another life beside Wattpad. I'm sorry.