Oh no.. This is the worst bit. When you can see yourself catching feelings that's when you know something is gonna go wrong you'll know this if you can relate to these three points:
1.) You observe your phone thoroughly to check if they've text or been online
2.) you can't help but smile like the joker when you see them
3.) you try to act so cool but really you know your the un-coolest person you know and end up falling over.This is is just terrible because you feel like your falling down a spiral of love and yet you can't turn yourself the right way up. Them feeling right there? Oh yeah, they gonna. Fuck. You. Up.
As you go through school your gonna experience new things in life meet new girls/boys that you see for a while and maybe even catch feelings for. Though when this happens it is going to being torture to figure out how to control them. School is a time of experimentation , of being young wild and free and all that crap yadayadayada. The last thing you need is to start liking these repulsive little creatures. As the old saying goes "prevention is better than cure"
And you gotta prevent your little heart from being torn from the vessels , just go in there with your mind set than your not here to be someone's "smoke, to their high".
Don't spend too much time with them. Space out. The more time you spend together the more you'll grow to like them, and if Albert be all up in your personal space like "hey yo Victoria do you wanna grab a coffee with me?"
You gotta start exorcising that little fucking demon. Don't let him near your heart because he is just gonna get a smor stick and start roasting it over his camp fire and eat it . You just gotta attempt the expulsion of that supposed evil spirit and hope for the best! 👹👹

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