___________________________
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special___________________________
A month had passed since I had met Niall. I had managed to avoid him for the most part. He moved across the room with Harry in Psychology. Which was fine. I guess. Rumors spread that he had finally gotten a new girlfriend. Which was fine. I guess.
I was with Zayn now. And Niall was my past.
"Hey Gene, are you listening to me?"
"What? Oh yah. I would go with the blue one."
Allison held out two totally different dresses out. One was a short, strapless white mini, while the other was a long dark blue velvet dress. She was going to her boyfriend's house for Christmas and wanted to impress his parents. She sighed.
"Yah I guess you're right." She put the white mini back on the rack and proceeded to the cash register. "So what are you doing for Christmas again?"
"Nothing. Zayn and I haven't really made any plans."
"I heard Niall was having a party." She said quietly.
"Is he?" I said trying to act indifferent. She sighed, annoyed.
"You need to tell Zayn soon."
"I know. I know. I will. Soon. I promise."
"Yah. I've heard that before." She rolled her eyes and handed her credit card to the person behind the counter.
"C'mon. It's Christmas, give me a break."
"Fine. But when I come back in January...." She threatened.
"Don't worry!" I bit my lip and looked away.
Allison knew that I still had feelings for Niall, even though I never had admitted it to her until she pointed it out. I had been meaning to tell Zayn for a long time, but somehow the topic never came up. Deep inside, I felt like Zayn already knew.
"I remember when Zayn and I went out....those were the days!" She laughed and I rolled my eyes.
"Okay, let's go. I have to meet up with Liam soon."
"Oh my god, do you ever spend a day without him?"
I dramatically gasped and put my hand on my chest for effect.
"What? No! Of course not, now let's go." I grabbed her hand and dragged her out of the store. She muttered protests but followed me to her car. On the ride there, I realized someone was calling me.
"Hello?"
"Hey Gene."
"Hey Zayn!" I smiled into the phone and Allison rolled her eyes.
"Look I have something to tell you."
My stomach seemed to do a back flip at the tone of his voice.
"Yah?"
"Harry is throwing the party this year......and he wants us to come."
"No." I immediately responded. There was no way I was going to a party with Niall there.
"I already told him we would go."
I breathed angrily through my nose and I knew Zayn heard me.
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Painted Black *punk niall horan
Fanfiction" He said he was scared of commitment, but he had tattoos all over his skin. I guess he didn't see me as a work of art. Or maybe he didn't think the pain was worth it. " © Copyright 2013. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, dis...