SABTI POV
This weekend is Kehlani's listening party for her new mixtape You Should Be Here. And NO, she is not feeling Jacquees like that. She's been dating point guard Kyrie Irving, who I don't really care for but if she's happy, whatever. I was in charge of the guest list, and I personally make sure that Chris wasn't invited because he went PMSing on Twitter about Kehlani faking her suicide attempts for attention. She's had a history of this and Chris was aware of it when we were dealing with each other. Ironic considering he was considering the same thing a few years back....asshole! He may be my baby daddy but Kehlani is my niece! My obligation is to her before anything/anyone else. I hated to do it to Kehlani, but I had a bigger priority than her listening party: therapy.
Jacquees and I had been kinda talking for a little minute. He's a sweet kid, but I can't keep fucking whoever I want and move on to the next. It isn't a good look.
DURING THERAPY....
I had it hard growing up. Being bounced around from foster home to group homes, it affected me deeply. By the time I was an adult, I tried to be normal but the scars remained. I spent some time in rehab to battle my drinking problem/suicidal ideation. I failed to mention that I was the victim of a gang rape when I was 15. It shattered me indefinitely, motivated my drinking and made me into a nympho almost. So before anyone calls me a hoe or thot, check into my background and realize the past before you dictate my future!
I see two therapists: one in Honduras, another in Miami when I touch down in America. I had just left therapy when I got a text from Kehlani saying that her listening party had been postponed for another three weeks. PERFECT! I'm back in Honduras now, and I'm reevaulating my life. Chris got thrown in jail for back child support (for Royalty) and of course he isn't there for my girls.
I'm getting my life together, I wish others around me could do the same.
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FanfictionSabti Zuniga has had a hard knock life. She bounced around from foster homes, and spent a few years in rehab to treat her alcoholism. Eventually, she pulls her life together and has made a name for herself as a spoken word poet/writer who has been m...
