Not Another Jacob Sartorius Story... (Jacob and Eva's romance story)

Ch.| 29

EVA'S P.O.V.:

"Omg! Really? But... But... Bu...-" I get cut off by Jacob hugging me and pouring his heart out :(.

"Jacob! But how?!" I asked...

He couldn't answer. He just kept crying. And crying... And crying...

Eventually, he stopped. I hugged him tight and didn't wanna let go. I know I can't remember anything at all. But I felt super bad. So I just hugged him. 

He let go. He looked up at my damaged face that was full of tears. He leaned in and.

My whole world stopped. I didn't know what to do. I was scared. No frightened. No terrified. I was shaking. I was clueless. I'm still like 13 in my mind. I don't remember my first kiss. Not at all. I stopped breathing. I felt my heart stop. Should I kiss him? I don't know. I mean I don't really like him. Cuz like I don't remember him. At all. I keep saying that oml. I don't know. I truly feel clueless. But... I feel bad. So should I? No, my dad says that's never a reason to kiss someone... Gosh. 

All those thoughts in 2 seconds. I took a deep breath and pulled away.

I DENIED HIM.

WHAT.

DID.

I.

JUST.

DO.

I think that I had just started the beginning of the end. 

THE END. I had just started the end. THE FUCKING END. OMG.

Oh gosh. I saw his mouth open as he started to speak. I'm so terrified of what he's gonna say.

"I'm so sorry Eva. That totally my fault. I was wrong to do that. Pls forgive me."

"It's ok. I'm sorry too. I'm just not ready..." I replied.

He said he completely understands and he's very sorry.

We got out of the bed and got ready. He got dressed up in the bathroom and me in the room. 

He got ready faster than me because I was staring at my broken face. 

I was facing the wall shirtless. I was getting dressed as he walked in. I was startled. He looked at my back and said "Deja Vous".

Confused, I asked, "What are you talking about?" 

He answered "Well before the accident, a couple months ago, This exact scene happened. The only difference is that scar in your back and our relationship."

I started to cry.

I just couldn't do this. Again. I finished getting dressed and went downstairs. The chef made us some eggs and bacon. 

We ate and Jacob had to go to school. He got his backpack kissed my forehead and walked to school. 

The doctor let me have a week off because I need to "rest my mind". I will also be needing, physical and mental therapy. Here is my schedule he assigned me:

Monday after school mental therapy.

Wednesday after school physical therapy.

Thursday during lunch time, one therapy session. And after school physical therapy.

Friday before school physical therapy.

Sunday at 4pm mental therapy.

Except for this week, I need to rest my body as well. Therefore, I'm only doing mental this week. I start physical next week as I start school.

Oh btw did I mention that I'm in a wheelchair?

Well part-time. At school I have to use a wheelchair. Everywhere else I use crutches. For 9 weeks. Hooray... 

fml smh

My life is going to be so hard from now on. I don't know if I'm ready but oh well. 

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