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So lately well for these past two days Max been moody  and hella distant even been sleeping in the guest room...

He walks into the house walk pass me go straight upstairs shower eat and go to sleep....

I don't know what I did but I'm just going to keep my distance because I really love this man....

Today Saturday and I just got back from talking with Kelly and this point of time she's keeping Liz for the week...

So that mean baby free right shi I guess so ....

So lately
I've been having this uneasy feeling like I know sum bout to go down one of these days...

And It's officially 9:30 and Max just walked in...

Anna can I talk to you in my office please...... Max said avoiding contact

Umm sure coming.....

I soon followed behind him walking into the office slowly closing the door...

What you wanted to talk about Max...
I asked

I know something's about to go down I can feel that feeling in my heart...
 
[Shits about to go down *Kevin heart voice]

M : We gotta talk about things
We gotta do something different
Cause this isn't working,
I don't, I don't know if I can do this babe
Back and forth, we love we hate
Arguing about the same things
I don't, I don't know if I can do this
I don't, I don't know anymore, baby I don't know anymore

M---Max Wdym *I said on the verge of crying

M : What I'm saying its that were done so stop caring about me and my family stop loving me and move on with your life....

Did this man really just said that and he said it with no emotion none...

A : WDYM BY STOP I FUCKING LOVE YOU MAX HOW TF YOU FALL OUT OF LOVE AND TO TOP IT OFF YOU COME OUT OF NOWHERE  SAYING ALL OF THIS NIGGA EXPLAIN....
*I said with tears streaming down my face*

M : STOP FUCKING YELLING I FUCKING TOLD YOU ANNA DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD WHEN YOU HAVE TO MAKE A DESCION PICK AND CHOOSE HUH....

A :
YES I KNOW IT FEELS I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU MAX AND YOU AVOID ME THIS WHOLE TIME JUST TO LEAVE AGAIN...

M : STOP FUCKING STOP JUST GET YOUR SHIT AND LIZ AND GET TF OUT OF MY HOUSE GET TF OUT AND I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE I NEVER LOVED YOU IT WAS A DARE OK I NEVER CARED ABOUT YOU SO SUCK THAT SHIT UP BECAUSE I HAVE SOMEBODY COMING OVER...

A : I CANT BELIEVE YOU, YOU KNOW WHAT I TAKW BACK WHAT I SAID ITS EASY TO FALL OUT OF LOVE BECAUSE IT JUST HAPPENED I FUCKING HATE YOU WHITE GUTS .......

Max P.O.V.

As soon as Anna walked out the door I busted out in tears....

I just told the women I just put on facade that I hate her guts....

I hope all of this will be worth it....

Anna P.O.V.

I can't believe this man I put everything into our relationship just to first get cheated on then lied to....

What did I do to deserve all of this misery....

First my mom dieing then my father getting shot in front of then my one good foster mother pop pills so much she overdose and died and I walked in to see her sprawled on the floor....

I've been nothing but good and all I get is repaid with hate I loved that man and for him to say those things hurted...

I quickly called a cab and started to pack up everything I then bring them downstairs then got all of Liz things...

I can't just leave without saying goodbye so I left Joy a note.....

       Dear Joy
                        I'm sorry I didn't do this in person but I'm leaving I love you with all my heart and while I'm gone I want you to be a good girl. I'm sorry we had to say goodbye like this it's unfair I know but me and Max aren't on good terms. But promise me this Joy follow your dreams never give up and look beautiful while your doing it.....

                                        
                   Sincerely Your Mom Anna

The cab soon arrived shortly I gave him my address and he drove me to my apartment.....

I soon got home and the cab driver was so helpful to bring my stuff in...

My apartment look brand as new but there's a picture frame that wasn't there before...

I turned on the lights and walked up to it. It was picture of me and Max and that picture alone swirled up memories....

You know what I can't take this nomore I can't be on this earth anymore I gotta go I can't take this no more. But I can't go without talking to Kelly first...

I quickly called Kelly...

Kelly and Anna phone convo

K : Yes Anna you know what time it is what you want

Sniffles sniffles

K : Anna what's wrong babygirl

A : Kelly I wanted to tell you goodbye I love you so fucking much and I'm sorry that I won't be there for Liz but tell her about me and if you see Joy tell Joy I love her so much and tell Rose I love her ass two OK and tell grandma and grandpa I adore them and that I'm sorry.....

K : Anna What are you talking about what are you going to do Anna don't do what I think your about to do Anna wait I'm on my way I'm getting in the car....

A : Kelly it's just my time to go it's time for me to be with my mom and dad Kelly I love you Goodbye....

I quickly got up took out a pen and paper and begin writing.....

                  Dear Everyone,
This world is not your friend , well that's my perspective
Sometime the closest people to you make you feel protected but those the one that hurt you the most and leave you guessing  Some people say nobody's perfect but expect perfection
How you supposed to find the answer if you don't ask the question? Sometimes I look I to the mirror and talk to my reflection and when I go home I look for what I'm left with I'm tired and tbh I just want to sleep I lost so much family and saw so much death I'm surprised I can sleep but when I'm gone don't be sad because I love y'all and I don't want to see nobody sad.....

                               Goodbye :)

After writing the note I went to the bathroom and found just what I was looking for sleeping pills...

I jugged half the bottle down my throat sipping some water.....

After a while I soon felt dizzy and nauseous and as soon as my eyes closed and my vision went dark I heard somebody calling me

ANNNAAA

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