I'm sorry for the things i've put you all threw .
But I needed to tell you it's not cause I didn't love you .
That my babies will never be true .
I don't have a bunch of lies to explain the things I do .
I take all the blame .
For not seing your pain .
I don't know what makes some of us good and some bad .
But I do know i'm the one that made my babies forever sad .
I carry the guilt and pain with me .
Cause I know yall deserved a mother not some one selfish like me ...
By Esther Fairchild