Cole's Girl • Werewolf,BWWM [Complete]

→ Chapter 32// waiting forever

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when
I fall asleep your eyes close."
//Pablo Neruda,

•Alexis Anderson

"Don't say anything, I know how it feels like to drink Silver--it's a bitch."I stopped Cole as he tried to answer me,squeezing my hand softly with a weak smile on his face.

I grinned back at him while brushing his raven locks out of his face:coated with a light sweat on his now pale complexion.

"You look like shit by the way." I blurt out breaking the silence except for the heart monitor beeping in the hospital room, making him roll his eyes at me playfully

I gulp before continuing as he watched me with a curious look, "I didn't expect to be back here visiting you again--it's kinda like Deja vu."

Cole let out a soft chuckle before coughing loudly holding onto his chest, I quickly rub his back reassuring him.

"Yeah except you loved me back then."
He croaked, his deep voice cracked as his eyes searched my face looking for any emotion or reaction to his words

I just stared back at him not knowing what to say or do, just squeeze his hand

"What is this?" He shrieked pointing to my face sitting up quickly from the bed

"My face?What did the doctors give you--
weed or something?"I sneered at the alpha figuring that he saw the bruise

"No, there's a hand print on your face? Did Tristan do this to you?!" He whispered looking me in the eyes, gently running his thumb over the painful purple bruise making me wince at his gentle touch

"No, I got hit in the face by a soccer ball by these pack kids." I denied his accusation making Cole scoff at me not believing
my lie one bit

"Alex, I've known you for a long time: I know when your lying because you always avoid eye contact when you do."

"I'm not lying, I really got hit with a ball. Tristan is a wonderful guy he'll never hurt me; he loves me."

"You don't hit someone to show
your love for them."

I just shake my head at him, not being able to speak at the moment, He does love me.