Waking Up

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Spencer's P.O.V.

The echoes of continues beeps was the only thing I could hear. My head was throbbing, while my mind was spinning. My whole body hurt and when I tried to move my body felt like it weighed 1000 pounds. I started to open my eyes but was blinded by the unexpected light. I blinked a couple of times to adjust and saw that I was in a small hospital room. The room became clearer the longer I had my eyes open. But over the beeps I heard a soft snore.

I looked to my right and their sat Camila. Siting in the chair with her head leaning on the back rest and one hand hung over the side while the other was holding mine. I can't explain the feeling I have with Camila but it's unfamiliar. It's not something I've felt in a long time.

All of a sudden she started to stir and let go of my hand. I coughed slightly and her entire face lit up and tears automatically sprung to her eyes.

"Spence! You're awake!" Without hesitation she leaped onto the bed and engulfed me in a hug. I mumbled in pain and she quickly jumped back.

"Oh I'm so sorry! Did I hurt you?" She looked down inspecting if she had caused anymore damage.

"No." I smiled and she took my hand again.

"I missed you Spence, and those beautiful green eyes." She smiled but it faded. "You have no idea how scared and worried I was. You looked so bad and so broken. I couldn't do anything to help you..." She trailed off and started crying. Seeing her cry broke my heart.

"I'm okay." I looked over at her and she cracked a smile. "You're so brave, you know that. I guess I owe you a sweater." She wiped a few tears away and let go of my hand and stood up. "I'll be right back I'm going to go grab the doctor and see how much longer you have to stay here." She gave me a warm smile and started heading towards the door. But I stopped her from going.

"Wait.... Camila." I tried to sit up but my head started spinning and my side was throbbing. Camila quickly ran over when she saw how much of a struggle it was for me to move.

"Not so fast Spence you're going to hurt yourself." Lightly she pushed me back down, rubbing my arm. "I'll be right back don't worry, I'm not leaving."

"That's not why I don't want you to leave." She looked at me confused. "Then what's wrong baby?" She sat down on the end of the bed.

"I wanted to ask you a question..." I looked up at her. "What's your question sweetheart?" She moved a little closer grabbing my hand again.

"Why do you care so much about me?" I put my head down ashamed of why I asked. I felt a tear fall down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away.

"Spencer look at me." I kept my head down not wanting to meet her gaze. I could feel her eyes looking at me but I kept my head down as tears slowly dampened my cheeks. I was waiting for Camila to say something else but instead she came over and laid beside me on the bed. I moved over a little giving her more room but she took my body and laid me down beside her so we were face to face. She was careful not to hurt me but eventually she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me closer.

"I care because you mean a lot to me Spence. I promised I would never leave and I intended on keeping it. I'm going to take you home and the girls and I are going to take care of you until you get your memory back and remember exactly why you ended up in the forest. Seeing you in the state that Mani and Ally found you in broke my heart but your beautiful mind and captivating energy and personality are what make you special." She pulled me back and I met her eyes. " I care because I would do anything for you to be happy. Not to be broken anymore, see the good in life and not what you have gone through. I want the best for you and I'm willing to give up anything for you to have that." She smiled and brushed some hair out of my face while wiping some tears away. "I care because I feel like you're mine and I want to see you smile everyday and see your eyes light up every time you're happy. I want to get to know you and see what makes you happy and sad. What you're sacred of and what your dreams are. I care because I need you and I don't want to lose you." When she finished we both had tears filling our eyes. She pulled me closer again and I wrapped my arms around her. I have never heard anyone say that to me before. It reminded me so much of my parents that it hurt. It's been 3 years since someone had made me feel this way. She held onto me tight while humming softly and rubbing my back. Then I pulled away.

"Thank you Camila." She smiled. "It's been a long time since someone has cared enough to say that to me." She cupped my face making me look at her.

"Well now you have me and the girls. That long time is coming to an end because you mean a lot to me and you deserve to be told that." She kissed my forehead letting it linger until she started to get back up. "I'm going to grab the doctor now okay? I'll be right back." I nodded and she took off opening the door, leaving. In this moment I have never felt so loved and
blessed. If only this could last forever.

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A/n:
This story is rough and I'm sorry for any mistakes. Let me know what you think.

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