Darkness of life

I believe you

You are so stupid
You are a good for nothing
You can't even do something proper
I listen and I listen until I believe you

I believe those words you throw at me
I feel worse and worse
I question my existence
I question myself worth

Am I worthy of your love
Am I worthy to stay in this world
You tell me it's to help me
The words you say don't help but cut me deep

I believe you
You are the one that has been there from the beginning
So why question,what you say
You like to abuse
It's in your nature

Can't you see, you made me believe
I believe it all
I believe you
I believe your uttered words