You'll never know the feeling of being alone. Truly feel loneliness. To see everyone around you, the people you see everyday, friends, family, to see them smiling happy while you're dying inside. You feel alone even when the closest people to you are there by your side. To feel like no matter what you do, you'll end up living life all alone.
But I do, and it builds up inside till I feel like breaking down. I look around me and feel all alone because I know everyone forgets I'm even there. I could scream till my throat is raw but it'd do nothing; no one would hear my screams, my pleas for help. It'll all just be ignored as that feeling of loneliness builds inside of me and consumes me.
Oh, and I know that I'm not the only one who feels like this. But, it doesn't change the fact that I feel this way. It could never change the fact that I feel like this. To feel a weight bring you down when you observe the world around you. To feel that monster grip onto you and he has no intention of letting you go. No matter how much you struggle you can never get away, and that thought alone terrifies you.
And that is the biggest disappointment of all...
