#23-Trusting Issues

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A week has passed and I notice Taehyung's change. At first, he was sad, but still cute and romantic. Now, he's cold, reserved, and quiet.

He's usually bright, crazy, talkitive, and just him. Now he's quiet, not playful whatsoever, and just reserved. He doesn't take me on random cute dates anymore. Whenever he's home, he's laying in the living room's sofa looking at his phone. We didn't break up, but it feels as if we had. He doesn't talk to me unless we're in Bangtan's dance practice. Whenever we're with the other 6 boys, he's sweet and he acts like Taehyung. He gets jealous and overprotective if another male that isn't him talks to me.

We just drifted apart. I've been wanting to end the relationship but I can't.

I love him, and even though he has changed, I still hope the real TaeTae can come back to me.

"T-taehyung?"

"Hm"

"Why are you like this?"

"Like what?" His voice wasn't deep and sweet. This time, his voice was more cold. He sounded annoyed

"You never talk to me anymore, and we never go on dates now. I understand you're busy, but we were able to manage our time before"

"Why don't you go tell Jungkook? I'm sure he'd be glad to take you on a date" he snapped

I couldn't take this anymore. I explained that I only loved him, and if he can't trust me, that's his problem.

"Why didn't you break up with me then?" I said annoyed.

I was done with his crap

If he didn't trust me, that's his problem

"What?" He asked. Now his voice wasn't irritated, he sounded hurt.

"Yeah. You clearly don't trust me, nor believe me, so why are you still with me?"

"Because I love you" he whispered

I looked at him in desbelief

He loves me?

Then why is he acting like this?

If he loved me, he would trust me. I understand it isn't that easy, but he isn't even trying!

At least it doesn't seem like it

"I'm sorry okay! I'm sorry I can't trust as easly as you would want me to. I just can't" he raised his voice but lowered it to a whisper in the last part.

"Why can't you? Why can't you trust me?"

"Because I've been through this before! I 'know' you wouldn't hurt me, but the same thing happened to me a couple years ago" he explained, air quoting the Know.

"Oh"

"Her name was Linda. She was always sweet, and innocent, and she was very similar to you in personality. Not in appearance though. One day, a friend of mine showed me a picture of her kissing another guy's cheek. She told me it was her cousin, and I trusted her. Later on, I saw her making out with him."

"Tae, I'm so sorry" I said

We stayed quiet...

The whole day I kept quiet and I never stopped thinking about Taehyung's words.

How do I get him to trust me?

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