Unexpected Love | N.H

Chapter 9: can't survive without you

Niall POV

I can't even survive without her, she'll never love herself half first as much as i love her, and she'll never treat herself right darlin', if i'll let her know i'm here for her and maybe she'll love me back like i love her, ohhh... Days without her makes my heart break, there is something that leads me to this mistake.

i really need to tell her i love her so much, she's not even answering my calls and texts, not even a single reply, straight to voicemail... Crying sucks i've never been so serious to a girl like her.

Nighttime

I guess being without her in a day is worse but being without her in a week is worst! I don't want to make our argument longer, i want this to stop and enjoy while we're ere in Italy.. We are supposed to spend our time together forever... She's always upstairs not talking to me, like I'm invisible...

I planned to go up and knock at the door she is sleeping in.. She opened the door and i saw her eyes are puffy and bloody red, she's still pretty..

"Jess, can i say something?" I asked
She nodded simply...
We sat down at the soft bed, me starring to her beautiful eyes, feeling her presence beside me

"Baby, i know i can't call you that, but i miss being by your side, cuddling with you.. I'm truly sorry about what a did a week ago, i know its been awhile before I apologise its because i want you to have time, Jess i love you with all my heart, i know this is long i want to make it longer, i love you, i was drunk, i don't know what I'm doing, please just please forgive me Jess, i can't survive another day without you, you're  so full of life,beautiful,simple,kind and more, all good stuff is in you i'm saying this not because i just want to its because i love  you and i need you in my everyday life, i can't explain this feeling that every time you're beside me there is a tingling sensation,sparks butterflies in my tummy, i- i-" i cried in front of her

I felt her hands snaking at my back,"shhhh Niall Baby, you know that i'm the luckiest person ever because you're here beside me, i love you too, i went wild that day, i'm sorry for shouting, i love you Niall i want to say more but i love you, i love you, i just want to e your first and last but its ok i love you" she said making my face lit up

I hugged her playing with her hair that is cascading, she's laying er head at my chest i miss this.. This feeling beside her..

"Did you use protection?" She asked

"I remembered Kath gave me one" i asked

"Babe don't worry i love you for me your my first and last" i said giving her a kiss

Yay! Fixed! Vote vote vote please! New updates tomorrow! Lovelots!

~StaceyXx