Leilas POV
"Stay back!" someone shouted. "Adam" I said running back to his room Garnet and Esther were backed against the wall adam standing on the bed pointing a broken piece of wood at them. I crossed the room and stood between them, "I know what youre here for! I wont let you, you wont ever take me alive!" he shouted. I looked up, he looked genuinely scared. His eyes wide and his hands shaking, I barely recognised him. "What did you say to him?" I said quietly, "we only asked how everything was he totally flipped out, like he thinks we're going to kill him or something" garnet said.
"Adam we don't want to hurt you, please come down. Put the wood down" I said as he jumped from the bed moving towards me pointing the jagged piece of wood at my face. I put my hands up in surrender as we backed away. He carried on walking towards us, "you've made my life hell now its time to pay. Ive told you to leave me alone and you wont listen now its time to end this" he answered. I looked at his gaze, it wasnt on us it was behind us like he could see someone. I turned but saw no one, "you" he said turning to face me. "Youre helping him you all want me dead" he said angrily, a crazy look in his eyes.
"Adam please you don't want to do this" I said nervously, he dived towards us we ducked waiting for him to get us but it never came. "Adam calm down. Remember theres no one there, nothing is going to happen to you here your safe" a female voice said. I looked up and saw a tall blonde girl holding his arms in her hands. The piece of wood fell from his grip as he shook his head. His eyes changed, the craziness replaced with a glazed over look. The blue swirling like troubled water, he slid to the floor from the girls grip as she sank to her knees next to him.
I watched in shock as his breath left him in heavy pants, it hurt to see him struggling. He was my baby, he always would be. The girl stroked his hair calming him instantly as I moved away from the wall and knelt down next to her. "Is he" I started, "hes ok. Sorry about that, not many family members have seen their loved one go full on mad like that. Im Katie by the way" she said smiling as I returned her smile.
"How did you do that? Are you a one of the doctors?" I asked looking at adam leant against her shoulder . "No im not. But when you've been here as long as I have you see so much of it that it becomes second nature knowing what to do" she explained. "So do you stay here aswell?" I asked, "yeah I have bipolar so this is like a second home most of the time" she replied. "Why did he freak out like that?" I said. "He has psychosis, its a common thing with that illness. He thinks people are trying to kill him, mainly this guy tommy and another called sauli. At least that's what ive heard him shouting when he has those really bad nightmares. He cant quite remember who he is some days, I suspect its the medication" she explained.
"Tommy was his fiancée, he died at the start of the year. Sauli is the guy who killed him" I answered. "Really, I had no idea he never mentioned that" she replied. "How long have you been here for?" I asked, "almost a year. But they are good here, they know what they are doing. They are letting me go home next week, my condition is under control for now at least anyway until next time that is. I haven't told him yet" she answered her gaze falling to where adam was half asleep. "It seems you are very close" I said. "Yeah, you need people in a place like this. I don't think he will take the news very well though i'll miss him" she answered.
I smiled "im glad he has people here. Everyone is wondering where hes gone. Hes just vanished off the radar, they keep asking where he is you know" I mused. "Really wow popular guy" she commented, "you don't know who he is do you?" I said. She shrugged, "it doesn't matter who you are here. Youre just the same as everyone else, I only know his name" she replied. "He never told you his last name? About his life and who he is?" I questioned. She shook her head as I pulled the newspaper out from my bag. I handed it to her as she opened it. It was a picture of adam on the front page from an interview with ellen.
"That's him? Hes Adam Lambert?" she said as I nodded. "Hes wearing makeup and nail varnish. He looks so fine" she commented. I smiled "hes a good looking guy. That was his last interview before he ended up in here, all the paps all want to know where he is. I told them he was away at a spa, so did his manager" I said. She handed it back to me as I folded it and shoved it back in my bag, "I knew I recognised him from somewhere, surely if hes famous he should be in a better hospital" she stated.
"This was the nearest one, I might look into getting him moved to another one anyway he looks tired we should go" I said standing. "Hes probably drained, you know the doctor will be doing his rounds now he'll be here in a few minutes if you wanted to talk to him" she suggested. "I might just do that thank you" I said helping her get adam up and onto the bed. He mumbled something incoherently and rolled onto his side as I bent down to pick up the piece of wood, a young man with floppy brown hair and blue eyes walked in. I ran my eyes over him in his black slacks, white shirt and white doctors coat.
He was carrying a clipboard, he smiled when he saw me. "Hi, you must be adams mother. Im Dr Oliver" he said holding out his hand. I shook it "yeah that's me are you his doctor?" I questioned, "I am" he answered. "You might want this" I said handing him the sharp piece of stick, a wave of confusion ghosted his face as he looked at me. "Where did you get this from?" he asked. "That's an interesting story" I replied.
