roman holiday ;; changki

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it's crazy how much i've been missing you these days, changkyun.

i always thought that we would be 'forever', but 'forever' is the last thing we could be right now. we're so empty, without any dreams, without even knowing who we really are. you always shared your thoughts with me, remember? questioning whether be or not be. such bullshit, am i right? because we'll never truly know who we really are when we never have been ourselves.

well, i'm not here to make you sad. okay, maybe i am, because you, wanting or not, will be sad after reading this. although, this simple message after oh-so many years is a clarification-no, a recordation. i'd prefer if you put it this way.

a recordation of the days in which we were 'us' and happy.