"Adam who are you talking to?" violet asked, "I was talking to tommy" I said. She looked awfully confused, "tommy but that's impossible" she told me. "No its not hes sitting right over there" I answered pointing to the chair tommy was lounging in. She turned, "theres no one there adam" she told me. "You mean you cant see him? I can see him clearly, maybe I just have a sixth sense" I answered standing and crossing the room. "Adam I think your medication is making you see things are you on the right dose?" she asked.
"My medication is fine thank you" I replied confidently, I only left the hospital a couple of days ago so I was still on pain medication for my arm and ribs. I had a interview with ellen about the album, I smiled at violet and followed the manager of the show towards the stage. I was introduced as I went on stage and air kissed her cheek. "Wow check out this handsome hunk of a man" she mused smiling as I sat opposite her. I laughed quietly, "oh come on now there are better looking guys" I said.
"I doubt that people are already naming your body parts, the glambulge as I recall" she said as everyone wolf whistled. "That's a thing?" I asked aware I was probably blushing, "oh yes its on urban dictionary and everything" she answered. "Oh gosh that's insane" I said smiling, "so anyway tell us about your new album, for your entertainment right?" she asked. "Yes, its kinda rock pop. Its about looking for love basically, I wrote the songs a while ago actually. I didn't think anything would become of it" I explained.
"Well it seems it did, everyone loves the album. The tweets I got today are crazy, you seem to be getting more and more twitter followers everyday" she commented. "Oh really? And yeah its kinda overwhelming all this is still very much new to me. Its a lot to get my head round, but im enjoying it" I explained. "I should imagine its quite scary sometimes" she said, "it is. I mean im just a regular guy, I didn't go on any show or anything it just all seemed to fall into my lap" I replied.
"Some of your fans sent some questions are you ok to answer some?" she asked. "Sure, Id love to" I answered. She pulled out a card, "twitter name hanna_banana says: adam I love your makeup what brand do you use?" she said. "I use mac makeup and just a normal black nail varnish" I replied. "User adams_bae123 says: will there be a second album from you and a tour?" she read. "Erm there will probably be a second album and possibly a tour" I answered. We went through a whole host of questions as the interview concluded and I was free to go.
Tommy walked swiftly next to me his feet not quite touching the ground, "you did good" he said in a whispery voice. "Thanks, all those people want more of my music" I answered. He smiled "I don't blame them its amazing. That hot guy in the audience was totally checking you out" he replied. "Whatever, I don't have any need for a guy. My job keeps me busy" I told him. "Well yeah but you promised me you would move on. I don't want you to be alone" he said. "Oh tommy don't go all weird on me, Im not alone. Youre here aren't you" I said.
I walked into the dressing room and collected my stuff as I was escorted out into a chauffeur driven car. "Violet couldn't see you earlier tommy, why is that?" I asked. "Maybe she cant see things the way you do" he replied. "But people will think im weird, they will think im going crazy" I told him. "Why you know im real, who cares what other people think. You don't need those kind of people in your life adam" tommy told me.
Violet handed me her mobile, "some guy wants to talk to you" she answered. "Oh really?" I asked looking through the divider, she handed the phone to me. "Hello adam how are you?" came the voice from the other end. I knew I knew that voice, "don't tell me you don't remember me" the voice said. "What do you want?" I asked, "I wanted to see if you were ok. I saw the papers what a bad crash" he said. "Im fine thanks, why do you even care?" I questioned.
"Well you know I care about you adam, I always will" he answered. "Funny if you cared about me you wouldn't have run my boyfriend down" I snapped. "That was an accident, and you know what really happened" he said calmly. "You still hit him though didn't you" I retorted, "he ran out in front of me adam I tried to stop but it was too late" he replied. I scoffed "what are you trying to say?" I asked. "Im saying he did it on purpose, you know damn well he did. I didn't do it I swear adam I didn't, why would I when I loved you!" he cried.
"That's as may be, but you still drove off and left him in the road" I replied. "I panicked, I just hit someone for god sakes adam. I didn't know what to do, I just had to go. Im sorry adam really I am" he said. "How did you get this number anyway?" I questioned, "newspaper. I tried to ring you so many times. To explain but you never accepted the call ever" he said. "Ok well thanks for the explanation. Please never contact me again" I said cutting the call. I breathed out slowly and handed violet back her phone. "Everything ok?" she asked, "yep fine" I replied looking over at tommy.
