Random Poetry

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My lips melted into yours,
Like our hands fit perfectly together.
But something was off.
I had not gotten the butterflies in which I had gotten when we shared our first kiss.
You felt distracted.
The moment we shared was the most beautiful pain I think I have felt.
Beautiful because it was you.
Painful because the person you were thinking about was not me.
You thought of a brown haired boy,
But I am a girl.
You will never be what I wish you were.
I wish you loved girls the way I did so I could be yours.
I felt like another failed science expirement.
Tossed in the trash and discarded.
I loved you like bees love flowers,
But you were just another tumblr teen wondering what it was like to kiss a girl.