Once I got to his house, I started to freak out. I'm at Noah's house..oh my gosh! I'm at Noah's house! I can't believe I agreed to go with him! Noah got out of his car and opened my side of the door. "Come on. We'll go up to my room.", he said, and I got out. Oh, what if his parent's are hear? They would call my dad and he would pummel me to a pulp! But like he read my mind, Noah said,"Don't worry, my parent's aren't hear, so it's alright."
Once we got inside, Noah started to the kitchen. "Want anything to drink?" "No thanks", I said. Why am I hear? I mean, I know he's my best friend and all, but.. he can get me into so much trouble!
"Are you coming?", he asked standing on the steps while holding a cup. I hesitated for a moment, then I followed him to my room.
Noah had a big house so it was pretty easy to get lost in. He had at least three rooms down stairs and had at least seven rooms with multiple hallways.
When we were kids, we would always play hide and seek in these hallways. We would have so much fun, but that was before my mother died. Now, they were just full of memories.
Noah's room was the biggest room in the whole house. You would think that his PARENTS room would be the biggest. Not even close.
Noah had a king size bed, a walk in closet, a mini fridge, a flat screen T.V. in his WALL , and a huge bathroom with two tubs stuck together. His parents were rich.
"Here, sit next to me. We'll watch some T.V. to pass the time.", he said, padding the spot on the spot where he wanted me to sit down.
I happily obliged and sat down, leaning on his shoulder and feeling like I was about to cry. And I did. I cried like a baby. What was wrong with me? My whole life was what was wrong with me.
"Hey, kiddo. Don't cry. Your gonna make me cry.", he said in his whiny voice. I started to laugh. He always had a way to make me laugh.
"Noah.. what am I gonna do.", I asked. I really didn't know what I was going to do. I was stuck and right now, there was know way of getting out.
"Well.. you could stick with me for a while until your dad gets back. Or you could stay with me forever and never leave my room when I'm gone?", he said. I started to laugh again. Like I said, he always made me laugh.
I lifted my head and I started to get lost in his eyes. I never told him this, but I had a crush on him. He never had a clue either, and that was how I wanted it to be.
"What? Why are you staring at me like that. Do I have something on my face?", he said, touching all over his face and pretending like he was actually scared.
I started to giggle. "Yeah! Blood!", I said. He sighed and fell back on his bed, and closed his eyes. "Do I really have blood on my face?", he asked. "...Yeah.", I replied. He sighed and turned his head.
"I'll go get a wash cloth.", I said. I got up and walk in his humungous bathroom, grabbed a wash cloth out the closet,(he also had a closet in his bathroom full of different robes and towels. Unbelievable. He was so gay!) rinsed it with warm water, and brought it back in the room. "Here. lift up your head."
He lifted his head and I started to clean his face. "You know, I appreciate what you did for me in school today, but you didn't have to almost KILL the guy you know?", I said.
"Well, he was hurting you, and I didn't want him to kill YOU. So, I kicked his ass.", he said. I started to chuckle. Man, he really was a handful. He really was the greatest guy ever.
Then his phone buzzed, and he got it out of his pocket and answered it. "Who's that?", I asked. "Oh, it's Derrick. He wants to go on a date tonight." Derrick was Noah's boyfriend. He really loved him. And so did Derrick. They were a perfect couple.
"Are you really gonna leave me here?", I asked. "No, of course not! I'm just gonna tell him we'll have to do this another time." That's when I started to feel like a jerk. I just made Noah blow off his date because of me.
"Noah, I'm so sorry. You didn't have to blow your date like that. I'm being selfish." I felt horrible. "No, no your not! I want to stay here with you! I couldn't leave here with you by yourself in this big empty house. Your my girl!", then he started to smile, which made me smile.
Then I looked into his eyes again and I was immediately lost in them. He was so handsome. "Why do you do that. It's like I'm hypnotizing you or something.", he said and put his phone back into his pocket.
He really WAS hypnotizing. He was stunning! "Hey, Noah. I don't want to offend you or anything, but... have you.. never mind. I shouldn't ask.", I said. It was an embarrassing question, and also a very personal one.
"No no no! You don't have to get worked up! Come on! Ask away! Ask away!" I took a deep breath, then started again.
"Have you ever... kissed a girl before?". O gosh! Why did I ask that! He just sat there, staring at me for a moment, then he said, "Well.. yeah! I mean before I.. you know.. FOUND myself, you know?", then he smiled. "Why do you ask?"
Oh man. He caught on! "I.. well.. I..", then I sighed. "I don't know. Just... because.", then I looked away, feeling completely embarrassed. Why did I ask that?
"Hey, don't look away! Its just a question right?", he said and I started to feel better. He was right. I shouldn't feel embarrassed. After all, he was my best friend, right?
"Now.", he started to say. "Have YOU ever kissed a girl?" "What?! No!", I said. Then he started to laugh. Then I started to laugh with him. He was so handsome when he smiled. "Ok ok. For real though! Have you ever.. kissed a guy before? I mean I know I'm your best friend and all, but you gotta have a.. you know a.. YOU part of your life, right?
I thought about. I know I never kissed a guy before, but I didn't want him to know that. "Um.. does a.. peck on the cheek count?" "What! No! Not even close!", he said, laughing his head off.
"Well.. I never really.. had a crush on a guy before, you know?" Of course I was lying. Noah could always tell when I was lying. And right now, it wasn't a secret that I was.
"Really? Not one? Not even with me?" That's when I almost had a heart attack. He had me!
"Uh.. I um..", then he started to laugh again. "I'm just messing with you! I know you don't have a crush on me!"
I started to look back down again. Of course he had no clue. He saw on my face that I was upset again, and stared at me with a frown. Why did he have to stare at me with those bright brown eyes?
"Ok. I gotta ask this", he started. Where was he going with this? "If I asked you.. to kiss ME, would you do it?"
O my gosh! Did he seriously just ask me that question? "I uh.. I don't..", then I said it. "..Yes. I would." There it was. The amazing answer.
"You.. you would? Wow! Well.. how.. how 'bout now? Would you kiss me now?" I was so surprised. I never expected him to ask that ever! Why did he ask me now?
He started to lean in and I started to get nervous. Was he really going to kiss me? I mean, he is gay after all! And he has a boyfriend! Would this be cheating.
I didn't know what else to do, so I leaned in, and in a few seconds, we were kissing. Not like a normal kiss you get with some random person, but a real kiss. This kiss had passion.
We both stopped what we were doing and stared into each others eyes. We were BOTH lost this time. Then Noah leaned in again and in a few seconds, we were ripping our close off. I knew we were taking this too far, but I didn't care. I wanted this to happen. All my stress was fading away now because of this very moment.
I never would have thought that this moment would ever happen and I wasn't about to ruin it. This was the best moment that ever happened to me and I wasn't about to let anything else take this away from me.
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My gay best friend is the fatherTeen Fiction
Britney Cosbo is a regular girl, until her mother dies and everything turns upside down. Her father becomes abusive, she's a nerd in school with geeky glasses, and her only friend....her best friend is Noah, but he's gay. One day she asks him for a...