Hospital for souls

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(I recommend listening to hospital for souls by bmth bc ^^^)

Ali's p.o.v

I woke up with a pounding headache and hearing a beeping of some sort and bright white walls. I squinted my eyes from the brightness. I slowly turned my head to the right to see a heart monitor. other than the obvious beeping, everything was quiet. I tried lifting my arm to shield my eyes from the lights. but I couldn't my arms felt like they weighed a thousand pounds. I gave up on moving and set my arm down.

Once I was able to fully open my eyes, I knew where I was. how could I forget. I knew this place all to well. I was in the hospital. I heard a slight mumbled slur. I looked over to my left and saw a boy curled up in a seat sleeping. it was Calum. then the memories from yesterday came back to mind. I let out a sob I couldn't contain. I quickly covered my mouth and ignored the pain in my arm from the rapid movement. Calum woke up and ran over to me.

"A- Ali are y-you oh-okay? b-babe wha-ats wrong?" he stuttered. all I could do was shake my head. he pulled me in a hug that I accepted and clung tightly on to him. I buried my head in his neck.

"Wh-why am i st-ill alive" I chocked out while bawling.

Calum pulled away and looked me dead in my eyes.

"Don't you dare ask that.. or even think about that." he said firmly.

"Alison I fucking love you so damn much it hurts. I knew when I first met you I loved you. and that kiss. damn that kiss. I never smiled so much in my life. and it kills me it physically kills me to see you do this to yourself. And I swear to you I will always be here. I will never forgive my self for not coming after you sooner. I swear I will help you through everything. and you may not feel the same but Alison everything about you makes me crazy absolutely insane.

Alison I love you"

And I knew he meant it. all of it. every single syllable, sentence.and word. And I knew that's what he was trying to tell me all those times.

"Calum I love you...-" I was cut off by his warm lips crashing on to mine. there was that feeling again. the one I've never felt before. I never wanted to lose Calum. He pulled away with his forehead against mine.

"I love you"

"I love you"

And for once I didn't feel alone. I felt safe with him and I never want to lose that feeling ever again.

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