The black audi rounded the corner, never once slowing down. I heard the screech of the tyres as he stepped on the gas pedal and revved the car. I stood frozen to the spot as he sped towards the pretty blonde crossing the road, "Sauli no!" I shouted as he smirked his eyes dark with evil as I ran after the car. "Tommy move back to the path!" I shouted running towards him but he didn't hear me. There was a loud thud and the crack of something as tommy flew into the air landing at least a metre from the car. I ran to him dropping to my knees next to him, his blonde hair stained red and his brown eyes unfocused and wide.
His leg and arm bend awkwardly, blood dripped from his head and nose as I stroked his cheek. "Tommy please don't leave me, I. I need you, I cant do it without you" I begged. He went to speak as blood ran from his mouth and his eyes glazed over. He was dead, in my arms. His brown eyes staring as I gasped and screamed hysterically, his body was still and unmoving as I hear Sauli laugh darkly next to me. His face contorted in amusement as he ran his hands over my boyfriend, "leave him alone please isn't this enough?" I said gesturing to tommy.
"Nope I want you and you will give yourself to me willingly or i'll take you for myself" he said. "I could never want you!" I hissed. He smirked as his hands gripped my wrists pulling them behind my back. He shoved my against the car and raped me, I screamed in terror and pain screaming no over and over as tears ran down my face. He finished with me as he pulled out of me quickly so pain seared through my body before he threw me to the floor. He kissed me as my stomach lurched, I kicked him off and screamed.
Someone shook me as I hit out at them, I sat bolt upright panting loudly as sweat beaded my forehead sticking my hair to my head. "Adam calm down" Ashley said as I breathed heavily, I could still see his face. Feel him touching me, his lips on mine and him inside me. My stomach flipped as I climbed fro the bed and ran for the bathroom. I only just managed to get to the toilet in time as vomit splattered against the porcelain burning my throat as I coughed and my eyes watered.
Once I was done I flushed the chain and pushed myself back against the bath, I ran my fingers through my damp hair and wiped my mouth with the towel. There was a knock at the door as Ashley came in with a glass of water, "here" she said handing it to me. I took it and thanked her as she sat on the side of the bath next to me. "So what happened in your dream?" she asked, I shrugged. "Was it about tommy?" she questioned as I nodded, "I tried to wake you. You were screaming no and kicking like you were trying to fight someone off" she explained.
I swallowed not needing to be reminded, "he hit tommy. I saw him, he ran him over and then he. He" I started fighting back the nausea that rose in my throat. "He what?" she asked, "he raped me. It was so vivid, I could feel his hands on my body, his breath on my neck the pain as he thrust into me. It felt so real" I said as tears ran down my face. "Hey its ok it was just a dream, it didn't really happen. Look why don't you have a nice bath and i'll go make some breakfast ok?" she asked. I wasn't really hungry but nodded anyway as she smiled and left me to it.
I walked out of my room pulling my jumper round my body, I probably looked like crap but I didn't even care. She smiled as I sat down pulling my legs up onto the chair, "here" she commented handing me some toast. I picked at it taking a few bites, I managed to eat it all as ashleys phone rang. "Are you ok while I get this?" she asked, "im not a child im sure I can deal with being alone for 10 minutes" I retorted.
"Alright chill grumpy" she commented as I rolled my eyes, she went and answered her phone as I washed the plate up and then turned the TV on. She came back and looked at me, "I have to get to work. I'll come and see you tonight ok?" she asked. "Sure, thanks" I replied absent mindedly. "Ok good well look after yourself i'll be round about 7 if that's ok" she questioned. I shrugged "sure" I answered as she kissed my cheek and left. I heard the click of the door as it shut behind her, my gaze stayed glued to the TV. I know I should probably start clearing tommys things but that could wait.
A couple of hours later..
I blinked sleepily and stretched as I looked up, standing in front of me was a blonde I knew well. He smiled at me as he brushed his fringe fro his face, I blinked dazed. He didn't have a scratch on him and he had a white light round him. "Tommy?" I breathed thinking I was still dreaming, "adam" he whispered eerily. "But your dead" I commented, "im very much alive in here" he said placing his hand on his heart.
"I miss you tommy, you have no idea how hard it is without you" I replied, "I miss you adam more than anything, but just remember im always here. Day or night, I love you" he said as the haze surrounding him grew brighter as I shielded my eyes. I blinked wildly as he disappeared and a loud knock on the door had my falling off the sofa dazed and disoriented.
