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What's the point in existing when your barely alive

And everything about your life is a lie 

Sure I have family and friends 

But they don't know how awful I feel 

Their lives are much more happier than mine 

 I can fake I smile great, but its only to hide my real feelings

I don't even know why I'm sad 

I'm just having another somber episode

It all seems fine at first, I'm laughing and having a great time

Then all of a sudden a wave of darkness hits me and I become a mess

Tears start to roll down, and huge pain overcomes me

I hate my life and I want to end it all

And I'm not even sure why

I'm stuck in a state of nothingness

Where I don't want to leave, but I can't take it anymore

And all I can do is lay down and stare blankly at the ceiling

While my emotions are at war with each other

And all that fills the dead air is the conflicting voices in my mind. 

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