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i believe there is another world waiting for us. a better world. but right now i couldn't thin its like i had fallen into one of my dreams, one of my nightmares. it was the same as the dream on the plane but it was more terrifying, i walked down the hospital hallways looking more dark than ever Callum was holding me up as my strength had gone Charlie was close behind we walked quickly down the hallway to where Ethan room was.i couldn't speak if i spoke the tears wouldn't stop falling my facial expression didn't change it was in shock pure and utter shock. we came to his room where the door was open and what i saw made my body go cold. there was Riley and Mia in the corner talking to the doctor Nina was by his bed holding his hand she was staring at him with love and admiration. then there was Ethan he was lying in the hospital bed a number of tubes and wires coming from his body he was breathing steady. the only nonie in the room was the soft beep of the machine than monitored his heart beat.
I slowly walked closer to him with the help of my brother as I walked to Ethan bed I felt everyones eyes on me particular Nina's.
"What are you doing here?" she said sourly I didn't answer only looked at Ethan?
"don't Nina it's not the time" Charlie said with exhaustion laced into his voice.
My mother once told me that one day you will kiss a man you can't breath without, she was speaking about my dad but I never knew it would remind me of a certain bad boy who took a built for me.
" What do you mean it's not the time Charlie?" she snapped she raised from the bed letting go of his hand and looked at me, if looks could kill then I would be dead. But for once I didn't react I just stared at Ethan, I was to exhausted to react.
"Why is it she gets to live while he fights for his life because he was stupid enough to bump into her in a hallway.... That built was meant for HER!"she pointed to me and I finally looked at her but didn't care for once I cared for none just for Ethan.
"Miss Reed we need to check you over ?" I heard the doctor say from behind us he was obviously trying to defuse the tension but it didn't work.
"yes, the built was meant for me... and I was happy and content to die" I said it slowly and with exhaust, everyone looked at me with shock and love.it was silent and I took it as a chance to speak.
"We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. And I will always love him till the end of time" I spoke the words carefully and I saw her face go reduce was angry.
"how dare you say that when he is fighting for his life!!" she shouted at me she made her way over to me ready to hit me but Riley and Charlie held her back. i didn't make any moves to leave i only looked back at Ethan and felt a few tears tricky down my check, i then looked at the floor to see his hand moving slowly towards mine i sucked in a breath as i held it softly.
Then a deadly beep went through the hospital room, I looked at the monitor to see that his heart had stopped beating, Charlie came up to me dragging me away from the bed, I slowly let go of his hand as I weeped. nurses and doctors rushed pasted us about to help Ethan but it was all in slow motion.
"whats going on ? is he okay?" i shouted at the doctors as they passed me
"Miss please move, we need to help Mr king" I sucked in a breath it's exactly like the dream.
"Ethan i whispered i then laid my head onto Charlie's shoulder i felt his body shake slightly as i cried. i looked at everyone i saw Mia crying into Riley as he wrapped his arms around her, Nina was staring at me the look inn her eyes i couldn't explain but i saw that my brother was comforting her, i looked towards Ethan again his beautiful green eyes where closed, they will stay close. i was crying so hard i felt my body shake . he wasn't going to wake up.
"Take her out side" I heard my brother say to Charlie as we moved out of the room, he closed the door behind us and I dropped to the floor. He crouched down beside me and held my hand, he looked worried.
"He said that everything would be okay" I whispered as I looked up at the selling. "he said we would make it out alive... he promised me Charlie" I said I then looked at him he nodded as I sobbed "he cant go he promised" I said in frustration.
" If he dose go he will be looking down at you always" he said he pulled my body into him as he hugged me as I cried I couldn't stop and I need to I needed to be strong.I pulled back whipped my tears away and looked at Charlie.
"If you gave someone your heart and they died,. Do they take it with them? Do you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that... cant be filled?" I asked hopelessly he looked at me with sadness I closed my eyes and listen to the nosies around me.
"Miss? We need to check you out" I opens my eyes to see a nurse looking at me with sadness I nodded got up but almost fell if it wasn't for Charlie.
"i'll come with you" i spoke my head and he frowned
"Stay here, they need you" I said I squeezed his hand and walked with the nurse away from Ethan not knowing if he's dead or alive.
As I walked away I couldn't help but feel if he was alive or not,Nobody will protect you from you're suffering. You can't cry it away or eat it away or starve it away or walk it away or punch it away or even therapy it away. It's just there, and you have to survive it. You have to endure it. You have to live through it and love it and move on and be better for it and run as far as you can in the direction of your best and happiest dreams across the bridge that was built by your own desire to heal. But perhaps we may meet each other in a dream.
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